Hidden Feelings

•Chapter 2•

OWENS POV
I really want to get closer with Amelia. She's so pretty. Her laugh makes my heart skip a beat and her smiled brightens the room. I've known her for all of a day but I feel like we have this connection. I saw her walking with Derek. She started laughing. I smiled.
"Good morning rain hater," she said.
"Morning rain lover," I said and hit her arm playfully. She smiled. Derek got pulled into a surgery.
"Hey so I was thinking, do you want to come over tonight?" I asked.
"Yeah sure what time?" she asked.
"Around 7," I said.
"Okay," she smiled.
"Do you like movies?" I asked.
"Depends, I usually fall asleep if they are crappy," she laughed. Oh that laugh. I love that laugh. It's so beautiful and cute and amazing.
"I don't like crappy movies," I said.
"But you hate rain," she said and put her hands up.
"You like rain," I said.
"Excuse me this is about you," she crossed her arms. She got a page.
"Sorry, 8 o'clock right?" She said as she walked away.
"Yup," I said and walked in the other direction.
AMELIAS POV
I'm really excited to hang out with Owen. I totally have feelings for him but I don't know if he feels the same way. Derek told me I could do some of his paper work because I don't have any surgeries yet. He paged me. I said goodbye to Owen and walked into his office.
"Hey," I said.
"Hey Amy, I got work for you," he said handing me a pile of papers.
"Thanks," I said. I grabbed a pen and sat down on his couch.
"You know you can sit at my desk Amy," he laughed.
"Uncomfortable office chair, or couch...I pick couch," I said.
"Alright," he said.
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I got home and changed for Owen and I'd evening. I put on black skinny jeans and a red flannel. I put on red vans and put on some mascara. I looked at myself in the mirror. I'm so proud of myself. I've come so far, since Ryan, since the drugs, since the addiction. I grabbed my phone and put my boots on.
"Hey where are you going all dressed up?" Derek asked coming out of the kitchen.
"Owen's," I said.
"Date?" He asked.
"Friends," I said.
"Alright have fun," he paused, "not too much fun."
"I can't believe you!" I laughed and punched him in the stomach softly. I walked out the door and walked to Owen's trailer since it was on Derek's property. I walked along the dark trail and eventually made it to his trailer. I walked up the steps and knocked on the door. He opened it and smiled.
"Hey," he said.
"Hi," I said and walked in.
"So what movie do you wanna watch? Or regular TV I don't care," he asked.
"I don't care whatever you want," I said. He put a movie in and we sat down on his couch.
"How many siblings do you have?" He asked, "three?"
"Yeah," I said, "how about you?" He paused for a minute.
"I have a sister," he said.
"Older? Younger?" I asked.
"Younger, I've only met your other two sisters once, older? Younger?" He asked.
"Both older," I said.
"That's cool," he said.
"I've always wanted to be the oldest," I said.
"It kinda sucks," he laughed.
"Not as much as being the youngest," I laughed.
"Why do you like rain so much?" He said.
"Not sure, I love walking in the rain though," I said.
"In all the mud?" He asked.
"Yeah why not!" I said.
"Okay top 5 favorite foods, go!" He said.
"Okay, pizza, fries, cookies, brownies, and chicken," I laughed, "I'm really healthy for a doctor, now your turn go!"
"Uh, lobster, fish, pizza, chicken, and turkey," he said.
"Ew healthy," I laughed. He laughed.
"You know how I told you that I have a sister?" He asked.
"Yeah," I said.
"I lied, I had a sister, she died in a helicopter crash," he said quietly.
"I'm sorry," I said.
"Thanks," he said. We both sat there for a while.
"I lost my best friend in a plane crash," I said, "you probably already knew that."
"I didn't know you and mark were close," he said.
"He was like my brother," I said.
"I had one of those," he said, "then he turned out to be an ass."
"Lots of people are asses," I said.
"Agreed," he said.
"You aren't an ass though," I smiled.
"Same to you," he smiled. He turned the tv on and I grabbed a blanket.
"Cold?" He asked.
"I'm always cold," I laughed. He smiled. His smiled. Oh my god his smile. He has such a perfect smile.
OWENS POV
She smiled at me. She has such cute dimples. She cuddled into one of my fuzzy blankets as I turned the TV on. We ended up watching some fake doctor show and making fun of the doctors. We laughed he night away and had so much fun.
"Can I make coffee?" She asked and kicked the blanket off her.
"Yeah sure," I said, "it's 11 you drink coffee that late?"
"I drink coffee whenever," she said.
"Alright," I said. She got up and made coffee. She came back and sat down next to me. She put her head on my shoulder.
"You have boney shoulders," she said looking at me.
"I'm aware," I laughed. She looked at me and our faces were so close. I wanted to just kiss her. Our lips were so close. We just stared at each other.
"Um," she said.
"Uh," I said. She moved back.
"I have trust issues," we both said at the same time. We both stared at each other.
"Why?" she said.
"My best friend is the reason my sister is dead? How about you?" I said.
"Everyone I love dies," she said.
"We're some dark people aren't we?" I said.
"Yup," she said. She pulled her dark brown hair into a lose ponytail. She yawned. She was so cute.
"You can crash here," I said.
"You sure?" she asked.
"Yeah you can have the bed," I said.
"Don't be ridiculous I can sleep on your couch," she said.
"Whatever floats your boat," I said.
"I'm tired," she said.
"Goodnight," I said.
"Night," she said. I got up and walked into the bedroom. I heard her roll over on the couch. I can't believe I didn't kiss her. I should have kissed her. I freakin love her.
AMELIAS POV
I pulled the blanket over my shoulder. I felt my phone buzz.
{texting}
"Amy it's 2am are you okay?" Derek said.
"Yeah I'm gonna spend the night at Owens I'll see u in the morning," I said.
"Okay," he said.
"Friends," I sent.
"Sureeeee," he sent with rolling eyes.
"Night!" I said.
"Night Amy," he said.
I put my phone away and laid my head on the pillow.
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I woke up to Owen making breakfast.
"Hey," I said.
"How did you sleep?" He asked.
"You've got a surprisingly comfy couch," I laughed. I got up and plugged my phone in on his counter.
"Did you walk here last night?" He said.
"Yeah, it's not that far," I said.
"I'll drive you over," he said.
"Okay," I said. We sat down across from each other and ate breakfast. I really like him. It's a little crazy we've only known each other for a little while. I really really really like him. He got dressed and I grabbed my phone. He came out and grabbed his keys.
"Ready?" He asked.
"Yeah," I said. I put my jacket on and he unlocked the truck. We both got in and started driving. I turned his radio on.
"You want a ride to work?" He asked.
"Sure thanks," I smiled. I got out and walked up to the front door.
"Wanna come in?" I asked.
"Sure," he said getting out. I opened the door with my keys. Meredith was making breakfast for the kids.
"Hey," she said.
"Hi," I said.
"Hi Owen," she said.
"Hey," he said.
"I'll be right back let me get changed," I said.
"Alright," he said. I got changed and curled my hair. I brushed my teeth and put on some make up. I walked out of my room and Meredith and Owen were talking. I sat down next to them.
"So what did you do last night," Mer asked. I shot her a glance and kicked her.
"Shut up," Owen and I said at the same time. Owen and I both started laughed. I love his laughed. I looked at his beautiful eyes. He has gorgeous eyes, and a gorgeous smile. Gosh how could I fall in love so fast.