Hidden Feelings

•Chapter 46•

7 months into Amelia's pregnancy...
AMELIAS POV
Owen was at work and I was laying in bed watching TV. I was so tired. I really had to pee. I struggled to get up. I felt water trickle down my leg and I realized it wasnt pee. My water broke. I grabbed my phone and called Owen.
"Owen, my water broke come home please," I said panicking.
"I'm on my way home I will call Addison," he said.
"Thank you," I said. Moments later the front door opened and he was upstairs. We were both smiling at each other.
"We're going to have babies!" We both said happily. I sat down on the bed. I was in pain. Owen saw it too. He helped me up and we grabbed in the car.
"Addison is almost here, she got on a private plane from the practice," he said.
"Okay," I said. I squeezed his hand. I was starting to have contractions. We got to the hospital and april got me admitted. I was so scared something was going to be wrong. I can't take drugs and I was in so much pain. Addison came in the doors with a smile on her face.
"Amy!" She said excitedly.
"Addie!" I said with pain in my voice. She sat on the other side of me and I squeezed her hand.
"You can do this," she said.
"Addison it hurts," I said.
"I know, I know it does," she said.
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I was getting closer to being fully dilated. I was in so much pain. I looked at Owen and I was squeezing addisons other hand.
"Owen it hurts, I have to push, if I don't push it hurts too much," I said.
"Okay Amelia, you can't push, you're almost there okay?" Addison said.
"Oh my god it hurts!" I said, "Owen I want to push, it hurts too much." I leaned into him and Addison held my other hand.
"I want to push, I want to push," I said.
"Just squeeze me and Addison honey," he said.
"Amelia you can do it okay?" Addison said. I was in so much pain. I looked at Addison.
"I want drugs," I said.
"Amelia you're not taking drugs," she said.
"Addison it hurts too much!" I said.
"Look at me," she said, "you are strong, you can do this. You have a loving man right by your side and we're not giving you drugs. You can do this and it will be over soon. The quicker you stop pushing the quicker you will be able to push."
"Okay, okay," I said.
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The pain got worse and worse and I squeezed their hands. The nurse told me I would be able to push soon. The pain was unreal and terrible. I was already exhausted.
"Let me push please," I said.
"Just hold on for a little longer," the nurse said. Addison moved my hair out of my face and I looked at her.
"I don't want to do this," I said.
"Yes you do," she said.
"I do, it just hurts too much," I said.
"You're almost there," she said. I looked over at Owen and he kissed my head.
"You're doing great," he said.
"I love you," I said.
"I love you too," he said.
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I finally got to start pushing. I squeezed both Addison and Owen's hands. I leaned into Owen and yelled through the pain.
"Owen I can't anymore," I said exhausted. I was so tired from such a long labor without drugs.
"Amelia just push you are almost there honey," he said reassuringly.
"I can't," I said. I squeezed his hand harder and pushed. I heard a cry.
"And you have a baby girl," the nurse said. I smiled at Owen.
"Go check on her," I said.
"I want to stay here with you," he said.
"Just be quick I'm okay for a minute," I said. He got up and went over by our Emma. I was still holding addisons hand.
"You're a mom again," she said.
"I am," I smiled.
"You're going to be amazing," she said. Owen came down and sat next to me. I reached for his hand as the pain continued.
"Okay Amelia push," the nurse said. I tried pushing and I was in so much pain. I was already exhausted. I squeezed Addison and Owen and we eventually heard a cry. I laid back and looked at Owen.
"I love you," he said.
"I love you too," I said. He brought over Emma and Mark. I held them both and smiled at Owen.
"We're parents," I said.
"We are," he smiled and kissed my cheek. I smiled down at Emma and Mark and I'm instantly falling in love with them.