Deception (Clexa)

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Clarke woke up with a smile on her face everything was not perfect but Lexa... Clarke stretched out on the bed and felt no one beside she quickly opened her eyes and sat up in a panic. Did she dream all of this? Was she going crazy? It felt so real, it was real Clarke thought. She could still smell the scent of Lexa lingering on her nose. Clarke could still feel her soft hands wrapped around her body. She couldn't have been dreaming, not this time.... not again. Clarke buried her head into her hands sighing. She wanted to cry... no she wanted to scream. She actually thought Lexa had returned home safe and sound why would she even be so horrible to her if it was even true. Clarke would give anything to have Lexa back...

"Is everything okay Clarke?" A soft voice asked her.
Clarke lifted her head from the palms of her hands and teared up at the sight of Lexa in her bathrobe with the light from the window shining upon her. Lexa moved onto the bed noticing tears falling from the woman's eyes. "Hey it's okay" Lexa wrapped a arm around her shoulder pulling in slowly towards her chest kissing Clarke's messy blonde hair. Clarke allowed her self to soak into Lexa's touch. Lexa rubbed Clarke's arm until she calmed down. Clarke slowly pulled her head up from Lexa's chest not daring to look her in the eyes. "I.... I thought..." Lexa grabbed Clarke's chin making the woman look at her. Clarke blinked a few times before finally staring into those alluring green eyes. Suddenly everything was calm and nothing mattered but the two of them.

"It's okay take your time" Lexa said. Clarke nodded and continued "I thought this wasn't real I thought I was dreaming and I was all alone again" Clarke shook her head at how ridiculous it sounded coming from her mouth but it was true the emptiness she once felt came back when she woke up when she thought Lexa had never returned "I'm right here, see" Lexa grabbed Clarke's hand and placed it under the robe right over her heart. "It's still beating I'm alive. I'm real" Lexa said trying to convince her that she was just fine. Clarke could feel Lexa's warm skin on her hand and the drum of a steady heartbeat between her fingertips.

Clarke withdraws her hand and nods wiping her leaky eyes. She took a deep breath and stood "I should get dressed" Clarke finally spoke "There's some clothes in the drawers over there borrow what ever you want" before Lexa could say anything Clarke was already in the bathroom closing the door and starting her shower. Lexa laid down on the bed in a huff thinking everything would suddenly be fixed between the two.

Clarke stepped in the shower immediately feeling the warm water against her skin. She slowly moved forward to wet her hair. It felt nice she thought, clearing her mind of every bad thing at the moment. Clarke heard the door open she opened the shower glass door and found Lexa staring at her. Clarke didn't bother covering herself with her arms she has known this woman too long to be shy. Clarke always loved the way Lexa looking at her made her feel. "Did you find everything all right?" Clarke asked noticing the woman was still in her robe. Lexa didn't say anything she just took slow steps towards her. Clarke didn't move she just watched until Lexa was close enough to the shower door to feel her freshly brushed teeth on her lips. Clarke thought about how Lexa brushed her teeth, there only being one toothbrush on the bathroom sink. Clarke had some extras in the cabinet but she highly doubt Lexa looked, she knows her too well. "Clarke? Clarke...." Lexa noticed that she spaced out a couple of minutes ago.

Clarke snapped out of her toothbrush rant and saw Lexa's concerned face. Clarke couldn't help but smile at the way Lexa was looking at her the "I'll do anything in the world to wash away your worries" look. Clarke loved that look because it was true Lexa would do anything for her. "Yes?" Clarke spoke up. Lexa smiled slightly "I said would you mind if I joined you?" Lexa asked with a glint of hope in her eyes. Clarke tried her hardest not to look in Lexa's direction if she did her answer would have been an automatic yes but instead she looked everywhere else but Lexa "I don't think that's such a good idea" Clarke suggested chewing on her bottom lip. Lexa nodded tugging on her robe tie. "Plus Didn't you already shower?" Clarke asked looking at Lexa with her eyebrow raised. Lexa untied her robe letting the robe fall open. Clarke tried and tried not to look but it was impossible not to Lexa was insufferable and she finally gave in. The outlining of Lexa's breast were showing and the glistening of her abs. "God how many sit-ups has she been doing" Clarke thought. Lexa also didn't have on any underwear just the mouth watering sight of her trimmed pussy. Clarke swallowed hard mouth suddenly feeling dry. Lexa smirked knowing Clarke couldn't resist her now but the truth was Lexa couldn't resist Clarke. The water was trickling down Clarke's body ever so slowly the sight aroused Lexa more than anything she's felt in the last past five years. "It doesn't hurt to clean yourself again or have someone else do it for you" Clarke shuttered at Lexa's response. 

Lexa eyes were lustful, yes but Clarke saw something more something that look made her fall in love with her. Lexa reached her hands to the edges of her robe and slowly dropped it disgarding it on the floor. Clarke gasp softly taking in the sight. Lexa moved closer until she was in Clarke's personal space. Lexa was never the teaser but this Lexa she could get use t.... no Clarke what are you doing you're still furious with her but god damn she looks good who says I can't have fun now and talk later. Clarke decided against her head and went with her heart. Clarke wrapped her arms around Lexa pulled her in for their lips to meet. It was soft and slow at first like they were trying to remember their rhythm but it soon became a heated mess. Lexa hands were on the shower glass trying to keep herself steady outside of the shower while Clarke was trying to balance to not fall out of the shower. Clarke eventually got tired of the position they were in and yanked Lexa by the arm pulling her in the shower with her lips never leaving each other's. Lexa picked her up and lightly pushed her back against the glass. Clarke groaned while Lexa attacked her neck with kisses and soft bites. Clarke's hands played in her hair practically begging for more.

Lexa knows they're still broken and Clarke knows this aching pain in her stomach is a sign that's telling her to stop what she's doing but she ignored it and continued her actions. They need to talk she knows this but what ever they discuss is just going to make her want Lexa more. Clarke missed five years of this woman and she plans on getting those five years back.