Bleeding Heart's (MxM) (Old Version)

Chapter 12

Ajax was coming home today after have a meeting with the Elders and other Alphas. So I wanted to surprise him with a homemade dinner under the stars. After the night he got the phone call he didn't seem himself. He did text me to tell me he made it and that was it. Vale was the one that update Taylor and me. He even said Ajax was not himself.

As I was making dinner for Ajax and I Taylor walked in. "Hey Khan what you doing?" "I'm making dinner for Ajax and I to have under the stars when he gets home." "Oh that sweet. Hopeful his out of his mood or whatever." "Yeah me to. I kind hope we can talk tonight about us and the whole mating stuff." "So you think your ready for that step" " I think I am but I want to make sure things are good between us first before I do anything." "Good luck." He said.

I walked out of ourplace to see gray clouds coming in. It didn't call for rain today. Not half way down the street it started pouring down the rain and I got bad feeling. Maybe its just the rain.

I finally made to his place and didn't see a soul in sight but I saw his car out front so that was a good sign. When I got out the car it seems the rain pour even more. I ran to the front and got the key out of my pocket.

Knowing Ajax he would be in his office so that is where I head. When I made it the office door I head two voices one is another a woman. When I open the door I got a surprise of my own. He was sitting in his office chair with no shirt and his pants undone with a woman just in her bra and underwear. "So this why you didn't want to tell about your phone call." I said the moment he saw me he pushed her off him. "It's not what it looks like." Really he's going with that line. "You know what go to hell and take the whore with you. If I wanted an asshole for a mate I would of stayed with Kane. I hope you two are happy together, cause I'm done with this mating bullshit." And I ran out the door.

I can hear him running behind me and the whore behind him. I made to my car and stared it up and head down the road. I saw him long enough where he changed in to his wolf and ran after the car.

Some where on the way home I loss him, but I know he will be here soon. As soon as I walking to my place and saw Taylor I broke down. "Khan what happen?" That made me cry more. "Come on lets get you to your room by then you can tell me what happen." We made it to my room after almost tripping a few times. "Now tell me what happen?" "That asshole was about to fuck some red head whore and he had the balls to tell me it wasn't what it look like. Like hell his shirt gone his pants undone and the whore in nothing but her bra and underwear. You know what I'm done with mates, it seems like all I get are the assholes so you know what I'm done. I'M DONE" By then I stared crying again. Taylor hugged me as I cried what was left of my heart out.

I don't remember falling a sleep, but when I waking up I heard people talking or more like yelling. "You are some piece of work Ajax let me tell you." Vale was here. "You let that red head whore Missy back into your life. And have the balls to tell Kahn its not what it looks like when he seen the two of you. How fuck up are you?" Yep the was Vale. "I DIDN'T KNOW SHE WAS THERE." Yelled Ajax. "Did you even tell her to leave?" That time it was Taylor. I didn't hear him say a word. "Didn't think so. So thanks to you Khan is giving up on mates. Maybe he should after all, all he get is asshole. First Kane now you." Taylor said. "I'M NOTHING LIKE KANE." Ajax said.

By that time I was in the door way. "No your not, your worst. At less he didn't say he loved me and can't wait to started our new lives together. Feed me bullshit. Then one of his old whores pop up go fuck them." I said. "Listen Kahn it not." "Just shut up with the whole its not what it looked like. Cause to me it was what it looked like. You looked at her like she was the last thing on earth and I wasn't your mate. So go be happy with her after all that what it looked like what you wanted was her." I said before head to get some water. "Khan please listen to me." Ajax said. "You told me you loved me the moment we first meet when we were kids. At the time I didn't know what I felt cause I wasn't old enough to understand, but now I know that it was love. Even with Hyde you stilled loved me. But tonight it didn't even looked like that. Tonight it was like we never meet. So just leave Ajax and never come back. I'm done with all of this. I'm done with you, I'm done with mate's, I'm done with this place, I'm done seeing everyone being happy and end up with nothing. I'm just done. If you all don't mind I'm going to bed" And I head to my room.

Sometime late I heard the front door open and close. Then I heard footsteps in the hall. I know it was Taylor. He open my bedroom door closed it and clawed into my bed be hide me and wrapped his arms around me. "Vale dragged him out and told him to stay away from you." He told me. "Tell your brother thanks." "Will do." I was silent for a moment. "Who Missy?" If she the one he wants I should know why. "She a daughter of a Alpha. Ajax ran into her at a bar a week after Hyde was killed. She know who he was and she know what happen she use it to get him. She act all sweet and nice the whole 'If you need someone to talk to I'm here' kind of thing. They end up hooking up more then once. But two months later he got a letter from Hyde. It said he know he was going to die and he wanted him to find love again. His other mate was out there so wait for them, and some other stuff about staring a family and stuff like that. So he broke it off with Missy. Come to find out her father send her here knowing what had happen, hoping Ajax's would take her as his next mate. It didn't work out that way."

After hearing that I still feel the same as I did before. "Thanks Tay for telling me." "Anytime lets get some sleep." And that is what I did.