Random thought

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( this was super hard to publish, but here it is. I never post writings about this person. First time for everything am I right)

"They ask me why I don't write about you
I guess the things we've been through were a little too real for my liking.
You see I can't bring myself to personify the emotions
I can't bring life to the happiest moments
Its sacred and I'm scared
You know all about me, more than I know about myself
You're too special for me to publish and give to someone else.
You influence me to be better, do bigger and greater things.
At the same time I give the power to fly, I give you wings
They ask me why I don't write about you, it's too hard to explain.
But our friendship is not some 21st century cliche.
I simply cannot put you or what we've been through up on display
You and I are not something to showcase
We've had more downs than ups
We fight
We use to talk behind each other's back getting so close to exposing secrets
We were confused and got used to the roughness and the jagged edges
But here we are
Nothing keeps us away long enough
There's absolutely no hate
To this day there isn't a thing that I would change.
One day I woke up In love
Platonicly
No one but you and I understand what that means
That's why there are no stories of you and me
Because our friendship is not for others to see"