The Life of Me pt.1

July 13th 2017 12:43 am

what would you have done if you were me? would you hide? or would you try to show your not something that can be made fun of easily? if i were me i would...wait...if i were me...that's how you show you are to dumb to even understand what your saying. two thumbs up. i'm a moron. well technically that question means nothing. because if you were me then you would have the same mind that i have and have all the same memories and thoughts. you would do the exact same thing that i did. that's science! by the end of this month this book would reach 200 parts. i bet on it. and no i'm not going to write 16 updates tomorrow to increase the chances of that happening. i only write when i feel like it, and to be honest that's every second of everyday. but do i write every second of everyday? no, i don't, i can't.
i haven't seen a youtube video in about three months i think. i know it's been over two months, and it certainly feels less than four months. i can't find anything to watch on youtube. to me they all sound the same. they all seem to do the same thing. damnit james turn the damn light off when you exit the room!! i hope one day he'll be stuck in the dark and not be able find his way out because he never turned off any of the lights. light bulbs don't last for an eternity! at least i try and conserve the lights in this place. i may hate it with every fiber of my being, but they never turn off any lights. i turn off the lights. i turn off the xbox when they are done. i turn off the tv when they are done. they don't do anything to save power. i wish that one of these things would be able to put me up for adoption. one of the many reason i hate these people. i don't want to live with these people anymore. i stopped wanting to live with them since i was ten. so nearly five years from now. seems so far away, yet it feels like yesterday. i just want to leave these people. i don't want to live with them.