May 10th 2017 4:03

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My only hope is to die at this point. My only dream is a nightmare. My only life is stupid. There is no such thing as "god". And those who say he is real say he loves each and everyone of us. Then why forsaken me? Is it because I'm a demon in a child's body? No, there has to be a reason. Why want to leave me alone? Why hate me? God you say is love. God I say is a retard. A stupid idiot who thinks that they can control everything and everyone. If they were real then everyone would have the same lives, love, feelings, thoughts, fears, body, everything would be the same if there was a god.
I'm tainted by hatred and death. No, no, no. If you would see the truth then realize what is wrong, only then will death sweep across this stubborn world. I am hatred and you, Kevin, won't hold me in for long. In due time will I come and then you will be the center of your life. But you need to strike a deal with me.
No. I can't let him out again. That darkness that haunts my dream is me. And he is another Kevin. The dark one. The hated one. The one that needs death to surround him. He is another Kevin, same as Other Kevin, and me. There are three of us. Me, Other Kevin, and Evil Kevin. Well that's what we call him.
This would be the perfect book. A kid struggling to keep his life in check and he also has two other personalities. Now what to name it?

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