Sorry if I'm distant
As if I'm not even here
I'm just lost in thought
No need to worry
I was just daydreaming
Daydreaming about a future with you
Maybe we'll find a way to be ok
Maybe we'll both still be alive
It would ruin my current plans
But I think you may just be worth it
I don't think I would mind
Living one more day
If in the end we end up together
Maybe one day
I'll be able
To exchange this fake smile for a real one
And maybe one day
I'll laugh because I'm happy
Instead of to hide my pain
Maybe life isn't all that bad
I mean your in it
Maybe one day I'll truly be happy
Maybe I'll be happy with you
But till then
If it shall ever be
I'll daydream
Of you and me
I'll think of you
To find a reason to stay alive
Maybe I'll stay alive
Long enough to see
If there ever could be
A you and me
I'll stay alive
To have a chance
Just a slight chance
To actually live my daydream
Maybe life is more than it seems
If only there could be a you and me
And I know
I know
That right now everything seems pointless
But I can't help but wonder
If it could ever be
A you and me
If we could ever be happy together
I think it's possible
It may be hard to get there
But we can learn to love
During this journey through Hell
All the life lessons we'll learn
We'll probably need them
We can go on a journey
Love, the final destination
and then once we get there
we can be happy
we can enjoy all the little things in life
and maybe by then all our issues
oh all our issues will have perished
and by then
our troubled minds will have healed
but we are still young
and it seems so far away
so unrealistic
and I can't help but wonder
is it really worth the journey
Is a little bit of happiness
worth all this suffering
but still I can't help but wonder
wouldn't it be great if we lived
lived just long enough to be happy
just long enough to find a reason to stay alive
Just long enough to heal, to learn to love
maybe one day we'll be able to feel something
Something other than pain
But maybe I think these things
because I'm young and naive
is it worth it, find what we're both looking for
Love
If it exist, maybe we'll find it together
Maybe we'll be just fine and maybe just maybe
There is a such thing as love
Maybe there's a happily ever after just for us
But maybe it's just what I want to believe
Maybe believing these things will help me live
But is it worth it
I'm scared as Hell, that I believe these things
Just because it's easier to believe than the truth
Because I want to believe in love
I'm terrified these things may never come to be
I'm confused, what should I do
Love, something I can only hope for
As I fade away in my own misery
I'll hold on a little longer, but is it worth it
Maybe there's a chance
But maybe I'm getting my hopes up
I'm horrified, what if I put myself out on a line
What if I go out on one limb
Would you let me fall
Is love even worth this at all
Are these the things you've been dreaming of
I'm afraid that we don't share the same dreams
But there's a chance
A chance you are dreaming the same dreams
It's killing me
I just need to know, do you believe in love
I won't ask you for your hand
I'm to afraid of being hurt again
And I don't think I could handle the truth
So I'll daydream this fantasy
Where you love me, and I love you
The world ain't so cruel, we are happy
But only in my fantasy
So sorry if I'm distant, as if I'm not even here
I'm just dreaming of you and me
I'm just dreaming that love is a real thing
Kayla Worley
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Life Is An Adventure
PoetryThis is some of the pomes I've written put into a book. Each chapter will be a different pome, except the first chapter which is basically what I say here.
