I thought you had changed
That was a mistake
Like depending on rain in Atacama
You devastate me
You disappoint me
You aggravate me
I thought you had changed
My life is a lie
A story you made
I'm your puppet
I'm your punching bag
I'm your prisoner
My life
Is just another knife in my heart
All the promises you broke
I guess I should have known
I was fucking stupid
I'm the star in your horror movie
There is no sunshine
My rainbow has turned shades of black
You can't fix this
The things you have done
I should have been expecting
Not like I'm anything
And not like you could be anything but mean
This won't end in a happily ever after
There is a story to be told
I shouldn't have believed you
You and all your lies
You could see the tears in my eyes
You left anyway
What kind of father are you
Definitely not a good one
Your unreliable
Irresponsible
Unbelievable
Violent
Cruel
My life is a lie because of you
I can't be myself
You threw me out
Like the garbage you think I am
You tour me down
You ripped me into one million pieces
Now you think you wear the crown
I trusted you
Never again will I make that mistake
You yell
"GET OUT OF MY FACE!!!!!"
I cry
"Get out of my memory"
Now you try to come back
But you haven't changed
And now that I'm free
Never again will I be your prisoner
I realize now that I was stupid
Stupidly chose to believe your lies
I was under a spell
You told me you had changed
Just another lie you told
My life
Is another song unsung
Another cord not strummed
Another pome unwritten
Another missed chance
Another story untold
Another movie never seen
I used to hide
Shaking in fear
Paralyzed
But you don't scare me anymore
Your not a man
Your just a drunken fool
You won't see me tremble , cry, and beg
Never again
You said it yourself
I am nothing
But now that I escaped you
I will become something
You said it yourself I am nothing
Well your right
I will never be anything to you
You said
"STOP FUCKING CRYING!!!!!! OR I'LL GIVE YOU SOMETHING TO FUCKING CRY ABOUT!!!!!!!"
Well I fucking dare you
Go ahead
Try
Try to make me cry
I won't let you get to me
I can finally breath now that you,re gone
My life is a sad song unsung
My life is a sad story untold
But I haven't written the final chapter
And I'm turning my life around
I'm dealing the cards in my favor
My hart has no place for you
So don't bother knocking on my door
I no longer hear your words
You push me down
You try to make me fall
You try to kill me again
But I feel alive
I healed from your torture
My heart is covered in scars
But it's still beating
Now you will never have me again
Oh no
Never
Never ever
Again
You will never have my love again
And because of you
I know I don't need anyone to survive
And because of you
I get to keep all my love
Because
Now no one will feel my love
Because
I'm to afraid they will try to take it away
Just like you did
What kind of fucking father are you anyway
I love you not
Kayla Worley
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Life Is An Adventure
PoetryThis is some of the pomes I've written put into a book. Each chapter will be a different pome, except the first chapter which is basically what I say here.
