?!AM I DREAMING?!

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Why can't I stop breathing?
Am I dreaming?
You should know what's wrong
I'm already gone
Why am I still breathing
Is it worth the pain
There is no gain
From this misery
Can't you see?
I'm in pain
I find it funny
I find it sad
I'm so mad
You can't help me
You don't even see
I'm in misery
This is very bad
To be so sad
Maybe soon I'll disappear
You won't miss me
This I know
You won't shed a tear
This I know
Because I'm already gone

Now say goodbye
It's my last "Hi"
No one will miss me
You don't even know me
Really
You don't know me
At all

God please
Take me out of this world
I don't know what kind of game your playing
But I'm a broken piece
And I'm tired of this game
So just throw me out
Replace me
It will be easy
It's been done before
You just forgot to get rid of me
Permanently

Goodbye to all the ones I love
Don't bother to cry for me
Save your tears for something worth crying
I know you don't love me
So you don't have to pretend you do
When I'm gone

Goodbye to all the ones I hate
Thank you for the pain you put me through
You don't have to pretend to miss me
I know the truth
And soon everyone else will too
When they find me hanging by a thread
Words finally out of my head
Letters by their bed

Goodbye to all the ones I don't know
Consider yourself lucky
I was never in your life
I never wasted your time
Your precious time
Because the ones who claim to know me
Would say I'm a waste of time
A stupid bitch
A fucking ass hole
But pretty soon I'll be gone
So consider yourself lucky
To have never met me

                                                          Kayla Worley

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