The Crimson Blade

Poison Heart -Amelia-

Hey guys✌

I know that this is really depressing right now, but stay with me, I think I'm losing readers, and that hurts a bit. But I'm gonna keep going cause I love this book and I poor out my soul every time I write in it.

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-Amelia-

In the dark with the music on, Wishing I was somewhere else.Taking all your anger out on me.

Somebody help.

I would rather rot alone, Then spend a minute with you. I'm gone, I'm gone.

There is a point in life, when you realise that things are not going to go your way. Dreams crushed, hopes ruined, every bit of my soul just screamed at me.

Stop tearing me apart.

I said I would marry Zapata. Is it what I wanted? No. But it had been two weeks since I had been here, and I'd lost hope. Rayn was not coming. He truly didn't care, and why I thought in the first place that he cared was now a mystery.

I laid on the bed, staring at the stars though the window. It was a beautiful night. Two days from now I would have a husband I barley knew, and I had no choice but to love.

But I didn't love.

My heart, my soul, loves Rayn.

But this was a child's dream, not to be made real. Why does the woman always fall for a man she can't have? Why does love enjoy playing sick and twisted games with our hearts?

And you can't stop me from falling apart.

Cause my self destruction is all your fault!

I rolled over, my sheets becoming tangled around my body. I wasn't content with sleeping at the moment, my heart was beating erratically in my chest. I could here the buzz of my own blood in my ears, the rustle of the trees. Every owl and night raven I heard calling out, every chirp of a cricket's wings.