*Jc's POV*
We sit on the curb and I wrap my arm around her waist.
"Jenn, I'm so sorry this is all my fault-" I start to babble but she cuts me off
"Jc its fine, I know you wouldn't do this intentionally" She says with a small smile, the kind that makes me feel intoxicated when I'm around her.
"No, please let me finish." I plead "You forgive to easily."
"Go for it" She sighs.
"Thank you," I grab her hands and fold them into mine so she's facing me "I know there's a lot of people in this world- especially on the internet- who want to hurt you. But, I'm not one of them. It's never going to be my intention to be one of them. But then thing like this happen and its all my fault for letting this happen.-"
"Jc stop-"
"Jenn, you said you would let me finish" I state. Trying to let her know how I really feel is one of the hardest things I've ever had to put into words. I actually love her and cherish her life more than mine and that's a little bit scary if you think about it.
"Alright, sorry." She sighs once again.
I squeeze her hands and continue with what I was saying "Jenn, I love you. I never stop thinking about you. It doesn't always take something like this to scare it out of me but I love you, and I thought you needed to know that."
"What did you just say?" Her eyes meet mine
"I said I love you.." I say softly this time
"Say it again" Her voice matches mine and she leans closer
"I love you"
"I love you too"
And that is when my heart exploded. We both leaned in for a kiss and the world stopped, as cliché as that sounds. We were okay, We were together, And we were happy. This right here is all I need in life. This is my reason to wake up in the morning. This is mine. This is us. This is her being the one I need to fight for to keep, but I'm willing to give it ever ounce of strength I have because she is the best thing that's ever happened to me, and now I don't have a choice to have her in my life anymore because she's here to stay. I hope...
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YES IM BACK AND ITS NOT A MONDAY AND THIS IS REALLY SHORT BECAUSE ITS HARD TO WRITE SAPPY CHAPTERS.ALSO I HAVE VERY EXITING NEWS FOR THE NEXT UPDATE WHICH IS GOING TO BE A NOTE BUT YOU HAVE TO READ IT BC IM GOIVING DEATAILS ABOUT THE 30K GIVEAWAY
OOPS DID I SPOIL IT
YES I DID BUT YOU DONT KNOW WHAT KIND OF GIVE AWAY DO YOU HAVE TO READ THE NEXT UPDATE SO HA
So the following another sappy note for you so skip if you're not interested:
I know some of you guys are sad. I know you feel worthless and alone and like the world will change in a split second and leave you behind. No ones leaving you, guys. I'm always here. Please do not harm yourself because you're all amazing and beautiful individuals and are worth more than the food you refuse to put or keep in your body or that blade that is staring you down across the room. I know how hard it is guys. I've honestly been there and I know it really sucks when your constantly sad over little things in life that all add up and try to break you. Lets be real though, This world is only a test to see if you can be broken. And if you break you have to put back together all of your pieces until everything is happy again and you prove the world wrong. The blood in your body and the breaths you take are all proof that your living, if you loose that you loose everything and so does everyone who cares about you.
I'm not going to say "stay strong" because that's been used so much its lost all meaning.
I'm going to say stay fierce and keep on your smile, because you look great.
Ily and thank you guys so much for everything you do
BYEEE
(Ps I'm reposting this bc there was only 17 reads and it was out of order)
