Tardis High

I'm Sorry

Perhaps there was a way to avoid it. Maybe if I had done something differently then this would have never happened. But anyways, back to how we got here.

Most of us getting bored and most of the people had left. Only people left were a few unknowns from our school, me and my friends, assuming Jack is still in the house, and Matt with his friends. And The Master. He always remained. Just sitting and watching. It was extremely unnerving the entire time.

So with boredom and alcohol you can never expect anything great. I don't know if Matt and his friends had drank and I honestly didn't care.

So out of boredom we all thought it was a brilliant idea to turn out all the lights and use flashlights to create a sort of strobe light effect. As drunken teens we thought it was pretty cool for about 20 minutes.

That's when I got a text from Rose. 'Meet me in the bathroom by the kitchen in 5. Don't be late ;)'

That's what it said. I was somewhat happy with myself. Excited even. Who wouldn't be? Too bad I didn't know what was coming. It was slowly coming for me and I couldn't stop it. That moment, that moment of pure regret. That awful feeling of repentance was coming, and I was completely unaware. After five minutes of impatient waiting I go to the bathroom by the kitchen.

The first thing I notice is the darkness as soon as I close the door. All the lights were out. The bathroom was big enough for someone to have hidden themselves in there. The next thing I notice is that there is someone walking towards me, I can hear her footsteps. They get closer and closer until she puts her arms around my neck. It was strange, Rose hardly ever did that, but I just dismissed it when she kissed me.

She kissed me with so much passion and lust that I could hardly recognize her like that. She never felt that deeply for me, only other time was when we first kissed.

I melted into her kiss gladly and she pushed me against the wall. If only I was in the right mind, if only I wasn't so painfully thick! This would have never happened. I was an idiot. And now I can never change what I've done.

As I kissed her we heard a voice echo throughout the house that made my blood stop cold.

"David!" It was Rose's voice, calling for me outside the room. I stood still like a statue as this stranger slowly took her lips off mine.

"David, where are you!?" I heard her voice again. I felt so much pressure under myself as I stood there in complete shock.

"You're not Rose..." I managed to speak with a weak voice.

"You're not Matt..." the voice I recognize to be Clara. Queen of the Juniors. Standing there, arms around me, thinking I was my brother.

There was no time to take ourselves off each other before Rose opened the door. Light streamed into the bathroom as I looked at Rose's silhouetted body.

"David?" I heard her say with so much pain. That voice... it made me want to hold her. It made me want to protect her and save her. But I couldn't do that now. Not while I was the source of her pain. I was the monster just standing there and looking at her as I was crushed by remorse.

I realized I was wrong in the beginning. It's not like hell at all. I'd much prefer hell over this. I'd take anything over this. I've often had nightmares about this situation. Of course I told myself no that will never be me. I wouldn't do such a thing. Well... look at me now.

I couldn't speak, I couldn't move. Do something dammit! But I didn't. She looked like she was about to cry. I would too if I wasn't paralyzed with fear.

Clara dropped her arms from my body, she looked just as stunned as I did. But she moved, she backed up. I suppose she did so when Matt came up behind Rose to what was happening. I wasn't really paying attention to anything but Rose's expression.

Her face... it was so hurt. My heart was being crushed. My throat felt like it was going to burst. I could feel my blood pump all throughout my body. Then I saw it, that one tear that fell onto the floor. Her eyes sparkled with tears as she slowly backed away from the door.

I worked up the strength to move and I took a step towards her. I tried to hold out my hands but she just ran away. I could hear her sobs as she went.

"No, Rose!" I shout as I start to go after her but then I hear a door slam. The front door. She's gone.

I fell to my knees as my body finally gave out. It pulses with regret and sadness. I couldn't focus on anything but her. I hurt her.

"Clara..." I heard my brother say as he stood behind me, "what's going on?"

"No... no, no, no. Matt it's not like that." I could hear that she was crying.

But I didn't care. I didn't care about anything anymore. I just wanted her. I never knew how much she meant to me until now.

Rose. I'm sorry.

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I've got to be honest, I was pretty heartbroken at this chapter. Just imagine it though, David accidentally kissing Clara and hurting both Rose and Matt in the process. I can't wait for the intense drama in the next part. I hope you guys will stick around too! Thanks for reading!

Later!

~UltimateDoctor