Step-Brothers

~Chapter Two~

He takes his hand and pulls him down the stairs to their kitchen. He asks Jared to get the glasses and rummages through a drawer to find... A lockpick? Evan Hansen owns a lockpick? Jared gets the glasses and looks over.

"Duuuuuude sweet!" He smiles.

"My mom doesn't know. I drink from her cabinet more often than you might think." Jared laughs.

"Well open it." Evan gets right to work, picking the lock quickly and flawlessly.

"All right, we can take anything but the Merlot. She'll notice if that's gone."

"Great. That tastes bad anyway. Get the wine and the whiskey. That should do for just tonight"

"The wine is a nice Moscato too, that's so good." he takes them both and closes the cabinet, locking it. They get back up to his room. Jared pouring them both some wine to start off with. Evan enjoys this. Him and Jared have only drunk together once before. He doesn't really remember it, but it was in Jared's living room while his dad was out of town. He thinks it was probably a fun experience.

Soon Jared is on his third and Evan on his fourth. But Evan is already drunk as shit. Such a lightweight. Evan is really enjoying it now, downing the rest of his glass and holding it out with a grin.

"Another?"

"Only a couple more. I don't want you to get alcohol poisoning."

"Aw, you worry too much, Jared, I'll be fine." he giggles. Jared smiles and pours him another as well as himself.

"How drunk are you right now?"

"Drunk enough to be the one telling YOU not to worry, so.... Preeeeeetty drunk."

"So you won't remember any of this?"

"Nope." he makes a popping noise at the end of the word and takes a drink.

"Would you... mind if I opened up to you?"

"Go ahead. I cried in your arms today, I think you're allowed to talk to me."

"Well, saying this as blatant as possible, I like you. A lot" He pauses.

"Like me or LIKE me, Jar?"

"I love you."

"...Well what a coincidence. I love you, Jared." He continues to drink.

"Have for a while, I guess. Got a little confused when Conner started talking to me, but I think... I think I made that up in my head to distract me from you."

".......you're drunk fucking with me"

"Am not. 100% serious."

".............I..." he's speechless.

"Mhm. Picture this, Sophomore year. Evan Hansen, a loser nobody wants around sits in his room doing homework. He gets a call, it's his only friend who doesn't even call them friends, Jared Kleinman. Jared just got his license and he says he's coming to get Evan, the socially inept loser, and they're gonna drive away as far as they can before Mr Kleinman notices. When Evan gets in Jared's car, there are stars in his eyes for the first time in a while and Jared smiles and says "Ready to practice running away with me, loser?" Evan immediately feels like nothing matters except this. Except Jared. Evan is in love. End scene." He downs the rest of his glass and reaches for the bottle of wine to pour another. Jared is frozen.

"Can I kiss you?"

"Sober Evan will be jealous when he finds out." he drinks right from the bottle, not bothering with the glass.

"He won't know. I mean unless I'm able to confess my feelings while sober."

"I say do it. He'll cry, but I'd be crying too if I wasn't so drunk." he giggles and puts the bottle down, crawling over, practically into Jared's lap, their faces inches away from each other. Evan looks at him with half-lidded drunken eyes that sparkle in the dim light of the one desk lamp they have on. Jared's heart is beating fast. He hesitantly places his hands on his hips. Evan brings one hand to Jared's cheek and closes the gap. He tastes like wine and Jared of Whiskey, but neither of them seem to really notice. Jared makes the kiss deeper just slightly. He rubs his thumbs in circles on his hips. Evan makes a very small noise and presses forward into the kiss, letting Jared's tongue into his mouth. Jared wants to know Every single part of him, starting with his mouth. Evan lets him get very familiar with it.

"Mm- Jared- Can I- can I ask for something?"

"Anything Ev."

"Since- Since we won't get another chance like this, could you- can you touch me?"

".....of course." He kisses him again, harder this time. His hands roaming to his ass. Squeezing it.

"Ah- Th-Thanks." He's feeling all his nervous energy rush back. Now he's drunk on alcohol and Jared and he doesn't want to fuck anything up. He keeps himself so close to Jared as they kiss. But Jared knows Evan can't fuck anything up with him. He loves everything about him. Jared's hands move from his ass to slowly sliding up his shirt. Evan's breath hitches at the feeling of Jared's hands. His heart stutters and speeds up. He's excited and nervous.

Jared pulls his shirt off, starting to kiss down his jaw then his neck to his chest. Evan whimpers.

"This is fantastic, I... I've wanted this for a while, Jared, I love you."

"Mm- I love you- so much-"

"You have no idea how good it feels to hear you say that."

"Oh trust me- I know-" he looks up at him.

"I've wanted you since the 7th grade"

"S-Seventh-?? Oh God, Jared, I- mm-"

"It's okay." He kisses him again. Evan tangles his hands in Jared's hair.

"I want you so much."

"Say- mm -You could be my boyfriend?"

"Yes. Yes, I- mn- I'd love to be your b-boyfriend."

"Sober Evan just has to remember."

"Remind him for me if he doesn't."

"Can do." He kisses him harder, hands feeling all over his body. Evan makes small noises as he feels Jared's hands on him. He adores the feeling. He wants it to last forever.

"How far you wanna go tonight?"

"Far as we can, Jared." Jared grins and starts playing with the top of his pants. Evan smiles back.

"I don't wanna leave Virginia a virgin, Jared."

"I can make sure that doesn't happen"