Jared wants to text him. Wants to ask him why he tells Connor this stuff and what else is he gonna tell him? How big Jared's dick is? How he can take in all of Evan's with ease?
"... Dude, chill, I can feel your irritation from here. He only called me cause he didn't want to stress you out about it." he shrugs.
"He said his mom almost saw it and he was panicking." Why won't Evan tell him stuff like this??? He wants Evan to feel like he can talk to Jared about anything. Not Connor. He continues to say nothing.
".... It's not that surprising, if you think about it. You acted like his friendship was a fuckin burden for years, Jared. I actively tried to friends with him. He's be telling me stuff like this for two years. He doesn't want to be a bother." Jared takes the blanket and pulls it further over his head. He doesn't want to hear this. He knows he was an asshole. He was scared of feelings and admiring them to Evan. He didn't mean to make their friendship seem..... not like a friendship.
"... He does still keep stuff from me. There's stuff he won't talk about. His arm, his dad. There was this week he dropped off the face of the earth and won't tell me why." Was it because of his arm? Jared knows that. Evan refuses to talk about his dad.
"It was like a million years ago. Freshman year I think?" Jared remembers it. It's all coming back to him. He knows why. Evan came to him after he came back.
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Step-Brothers
FanfictionDear Evan Hansen - Be More Chill With a spin twist of Omegaverse. WARNING: Smut, language, self harm, suicide attempts, teenage pregnancy, rape, violence.
