Fast Car

Sixteen

           

Happily, Ever After feels so good!

When your best friend turns out to be the love of your life you know you are in for the ride of your life, at least that's what I know now...

The presence of him by my side, the love of his around me, the hand of his in mine and the arms of his around my shoulder...

My heart that decided to give up on love gave in so easily and my brain is just paralyzed, my body is giving in to him because my soul is finally belonging. It finally found home, after wandering in the darkest of places.

Adam is more than just a love story... Adam is my life!

We hopped in the car and we started driving... without a destination, without a goal, without worries and without fears. We were there in that moment, clueless but we belonged, we loved and we lived.

That is all we needed... My eyes on him and his hand in mine in our little home on four.

We were lovers on a wild run, we did not care for anything and we wanted to experience everything.

And so we drove for hours, non-stop... I took small naps on the road and I drove so he can rest as well, until we decided that we needed to park somewhere and rest a little, grab a bite from the leftovers we have left and then we continue.

We found a nice spot like a big parking for trailers and it was empty so we parked, made cheese sandwiches and we laid in the back seat, he laid and I rested on his side cornered between his body and the back seat of the car. We sat in silence but we spoke a million words, and then I turned around to kiss him on the cheek but he turned around like a magnet and centered to have his lips on mine and it was a 'once you pop you can't stop' moment.

The taste of his lips is addicting, the way his lips feel - so soft yet so eager, it is a luxury I lived my whole life without but I don't know if I can go on a day without it anymore. Our bodies were colliding against each other; our smells are interlacing together creating a unique smell that belongs only to us, signed by our love and sealed by our kisses.

In between our kisses and passion, we had two options to surrender to and we chose sleep... our bodies carried us into a peaceful estate of sleep, his heartbeats were my white noise, his chest was my shelter and so we fell in deep sleep right where we should, into each other's embrace. Not thinking how uncomfortable the back seat is and not caring about my twisted neck tomorrow, I slept with a happy soul.

All my soul ever needed was there the whole time, it was right there, the remedy to my wounds, the cure to my breaks was before my eyes for as long as I remember but I shut him out... I shut us both out; I prevented us both from this happiness. So I opened my eyes while sleeping looked at his beautiful face to make sure he is still there, I kissed the tip of his nose, intertwined my fingers in his and brought his hand closer to my heart and finally surrendered to my sleep...

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Until

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No the sun did not wake us up this time.

It was heavy pounding on the window, which scared the hell out of us. It scared us out of our sound sleep that when we opened our eyes we couldn't remember where we were and what we were doing for few seconds I couldn't even remember who I was. My heart was pounding fast, my hands were shaking, and I couldn't let my mouth to form a single word.

As I started gaining back my memory, I realized that we slept in the car in some sort of parking that looked like a trailer park, which turned out to be a private parking, and we are kind of trespassing. To top it off there was a police officer waiting for us to wake up and give him the answers he needs. So Adam and I hurried out looking as guilty as we can be and we tried to defend ourselves but the police officer thought that we are kids and he let us go, after of course laughing at us.