I was laying on my bed trying to sleep but I couldn't stop thinking.
I was scared.
What if everything went back to the way it was?
What if Matt was only playing with me?
Oh god, I was getting myself so worked up there was no way I was going to get any sleep.
My phone gave off it's message alert.
I rolled over and grabbed it.
It was from Matt.
Can you meet me somewhere?
Oh god, I thought, why?, what did he want to meet me for?.
Calm down Ana, I told myself.
OK, where? I messaged back.
My phone went off virtually straight away.
Around the corner in the park.
I got off my bed and stood there.
I needed to get changed.
I quickly pulled on jeans and hoodie and stuck my head out of bedroom door.
Thank god everyone had gone to bed early.
I quietly left the house and walked quickly to the park.
There was a chill in the air that I didn't like, winter was coming.
I got to the park and looked around, he wasn't here.
How long should I wait?
Was this a joke?
OH MY GOD STOP, I yelled at myself in my head.
"Hey" he said stepping out from behind a tree.
I jumped "God Matt, you scared me."
"Sorry." he said just standing there looking at me.
I stood there awkwardly.
He walked over to me and wrapped his arms around me.
Thank god, I thought burying my face in his chest.
He kissed the top of my head.
I looked up at him and pulled his lips down onto mine.
We stood like that for, well I really didn't know, awhile.
"I just wanted to tell you not to be upset tomorrow at school if I don't talk to you." he said in my ear.
Wait, what?
"Do I embarrass you?" I asked stepping out of his arm's.
"Ana no." he said pulling me back "God no. I just need to tell Brian first."
Stupid Brian.
"Fine." I sighed "But I won't enjoy it....and don't blame me if I get a little upset."
He kissed me again.
"I'm pretty sure I won't enjoy it you know." he looked into my eye's "I sorta want everyone to know your my girlfriend."
Girlfriend, woah.
I smiled, I liked it.
We stood there kissing awhile longer then Matt walked me home.
"I'll see you tomorrow. " he whispered kissing me.
"I don't like this Matt." I said "I don't like hiding."
"Me neither but just give me time to tell him."
I kissed him again then went back inside.
School was going to be a nightmare tomorrow.
