I was terrified to talk to Jimmy and tell him what happened.
I was so worried about it that I couldn't have cared less about Matt and Ana's problems.
I waited by Jimmy's car after the last bell and I watched him walking over.
What was I thinking last night? I asked myself. I felt tears in my eyes.
He was perfect, Jimmy was the one for me and I'd blown it.
"Hey." he said unlocking his car.
He knew something was wrong.
"Where we going babe?" he asked me.
I shrugged, it really didn't matter.
We ended up at the beach.
We got out and he took my hand and we started walking.
"So, are you going to tell me?" he asked.
"Jimmy last night I met up with Zack." I started.
He stopped walking and turned to look at me.
"We talked a bit, but, well he kissed me." I told him
A dark look crossed his face.
"He fucking what? How dare he even touch you, I'm going to kill him." and he was so angry.
I took a deep breath.
"I kissed him back." I gushed.
The look on his face nearly killed me.
He dropped my hand.
"I see." was all he said.
Then he turned around, walked back to his car and drove away.
I felt tears run down my cheeks but it was my fault and I deserved it.
