I'd had no sleep, I felt terrible and I wanted to cry.
I went downstairs to have breakfast and everyone was already up.
"Oh my god honey, you look terrible." Mom said as I sat down.
"I feel horrible too." I said to her, I felt on the verge of tears.
"What's wrong sweety?" she asked.
What's wrong, what could I say, well mom I slept with my boyfriend yesterday and I haven't heard from him since, so now I feel like a dirty slut, so yes I feel and look terrible.
Instead "I don't know, I just didn't sleep well."
"Are you going to school?" she asked.
I shrugged "I guess."
I sat eating and everyone left, when I finished I went up and had a shower.
I stood in the shower and let the water run over me and I cried. I needed to cry.
I got out and got dressed, I did my hair and makeup, if I was going to school I was going to look the best I could.
I went and grabbed my bag when I heard a car pull up.
I grabbed my phone and looked out the window, it was Matt.
I looked at my phone and only then noticed there was a message from him.
I felt relieved yet nervous and I had a million what if's running around in my head.
I heard the front door open.
"Ana." he called.
"I'm coming." I yelled back but I heard him running up the stairs.
I started to walk out of my room when he arrived in the doorway.
He smiled "I know I forgot to text and I'm really sorry."
"Well let's talk about it in the car Matt otherwise we're going to be late." I said picking up my bag and walking to the door.
He just stood there.
"Would it be so bad if we were late?" he asked reaching out pulling me in and kissing me.
I don't think so, I thought wrapping my arm's around his neck .
"You look so goddamn beautiful today, " he murmured and started trailing kisses down my neck "I hope you don't mind if I mess up your hair a bit."
And he started kissing my neck, walking towards the bed and undoing my dress.
"Oh god no." I murmured as he layed me down on the bed "I don't mind at all."
