I can't believe I'm doing this, I thought parking my car.
Jesus.
I'd agreed to meet Zack and talk with him so he'd asked me too meet him here, in the park at 8pm.
So here I was.
Jimmy had been trying to call me but i wasn't answering his calls.
I felt so bad.
What the hell was I doing?
I got out of my car and I could see Zack sitting on a bench.
I walked over to him.
"So....what's up?" I asked straight away.
"Jesus Lil at least sit down." he said indicating to the spot next to him.
"Look Zack what is this about...I mean....what?"
He looked at me.
Oh god, his eye's.
"I want to know why is all." he shrugged.
"Why? Why what?" I was getting irritated.
At what, I don't know, but he was so damn close, too close.
"Why the hell you chose Jim over me?"
I sat there looking at him.
I didn't know what to say.
I asked myself this question.
"Look, Zack, Jim and I, I don't know, we just are, we click, when we're together it's like we're whole." I looked at him, he'd moved closer.
"I thought we had something?" he asked.
I didn't know what to say.
Suddenly he pulled me to him and kissed me.
Oh god no.
STOP I wanted to yell.
But i didn't.
I kissed him back.
What the hell was I doing????
