DC and Marvel oneshots

Bucky Barnes x Reader [Outbursts]

YO WHAT UP MY DOGS! God there getting worse...anyway this was a request from the AMAZING  @Princess_blurberry_ ! Currently my favourite person on earth, she votes, requests, comments so please go follow her and give her some support! Enjoy! Also you may noticed I added titles to the chapters yay me.

WARNING: I'm not sure it could be classed as abuse but defiantly VIOLANCE AGAINST THE READER!

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You were well aware of Bucky Barn's past, you had helped with the battle against the winter solider and also knew the strength of his metal arm. However, you also knew how kind and sweet Bucky could be. He was an amazing person, stood up for his team and put others first. You were friends, not as close as him and Steve, but a very close second. Bucky was also aware of his past (*), so aware that he was haunted. Flashbacks and nightmares were so common Bucky knew he had to get himself away from people and so he did. This didn't stop people from finding him though.

Bucky was in the training room when he caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror. He was wearing a tank top so his arms were visible. The red star by his shoulder seemed to be taunting him, reminding him he was a freak, a danger to all. He knew what he was capable of and his arm was proof. Anger consumed him and before he knew what was happening his metal arm smashed the mirror. Bucky continued to destroy different pieces of equipment and cursed himself. You were in the kitchen on the floor above when you heard the noise and immediately ran towards the sound, less concerned for your own safety then Bucky's. As the noise grew so did your panic, you burst into the room and immediately made eye contact with Bucky. He was fuming, anger seemed to seep off him in waves.

"Bucky its ok, calm down and talk to me" despite your best efforts to hide it, the fear in your voice was evident.

"Talk? Talk! About what (Y/N), how much of a freak I am, you want me to sit and listen to you tell me that I'm a monster? I ALREADY KNOW THAT!" in an instant Bucky was in front of you, his metal arm holding you by the throat in an iron grip.

All your training kicked in and you fought to break his grip but he lifted you off the ground and tightened his hold. Black spots began to cloud your vision and the room was spinning. Though you were clawing and kicking him it seemed to do nothing.

"B-Bucky..." his name escaped you lips as little more than a whisper and then darkness.

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(Y/N) woke to the soft beeping of a machine and bright lights. As you tried to peer past the brightness you recognized the sound of muffled sobs. You realized you were in hospital and the memories of Bucky attacking you came flooding back. Ignoring the pain in your neck and instead glancing to the side and seeing Bucky. He was curled up in the fetal position in a chair, his face buried in his hands and shoulders shaking with sobs. A cough ran though you and his head snapped up. Messy hair and blood shot eyes told you he had been here for a while and had been crying most of the time.

"Oh my God (Y/N)!" he launched himself forward and held you tightly against his chest "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to, it's just, I lost control and I-I- "you cut him off with a finger on his lips.

"It's ok, I forgive you" though it hurt you managed to smile at him.

"Oh, thank God, I love you, I'd be lost without you" Bucky paused a moment, realizing what he had said.

"Y-you love me?"

"I-I mean, I guess c-cause like um...yer I do" he smiled sheepishly and glanced away.

Grinning, you planted a kiss on his cheek and smiled even more. He smiled back but then frowned.

"You missed"

"What-?" he crashed his lips onto yours.

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(*) CAN WE GET A SLOW CLAP FOR MY INTELLEGANCE! OF COURSE HE KNOWS ABOUT HIS FUCKING PAST DIPSHIT!........god I hate myself lol

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