A Good Kind of Change

Today is Different

Mia and I wake up a little after ten realizing the game was on. We run to the tv ready to see the guys.

I check my phone to see I have three texts, all from Colin.

"Someone is Instagram famous tonight. Whatchu doin out the house without tellin daddy?" Colin is dumb man...

"We gonna have a talk about the picture you took with this 'Devin'. The hell he mean future wifey and you his bae. If I find out he one of my twitter followers you best believe I'm gonna bless his DM's soon. On that note goodnight wifey ;)" I had to laugh at that... I'm so done.

"Good mornin princess. You better be cheerin for me later! We bout to head out on the field. And your Saints ain't shit btw. Just thought you should know."

"Did you get in trouble for not telling bae that you went out last night too?" Mia asks.

I laugh at her. "Colin's mad about that picture with that dude from the bar. Anquan was feelin' some type of way about you goin' out?" I ask.

"Somebody getting that ass beat when their man comes home... But yes! Basically he was all like why did you go out without telling me and I'm 'in trouble' when he gets home. My body is ready..."

"Okay I need you to stop."

"On the real, Colin looks like a freak."

"We do the whole 'daddy' thing. It's still kinda weird. He texted me last night and was like whatchu doin' out the house without tellin' daddy. I was done when I read that."

"Yeah he a freak. Can't believe you guys still haven't had sex. You missing out Shanya. When Quannie be laying it down, I'm in another world. His stroke game too strong. He likes to talk mad shit too... Girl I need some. I haven't had any in about five days."

"Ooo a whole five days..." I say sarcastically.

"You will understand when Colin lay that pipe for the first time... Colin look like he can eat too if you know what I mean." Why am I friends with her again?

"You have no chill..." I say shaking my head.

"So... I was creeping on that girl Amber..."

"Don't do that shit."

"That bitch childish as hell. She mentioned Colin asking him to go on a date with her being he's in North Carolina."

"She needs to grow the fuck up." I say rolling my eyes.

Mia damn near sits in my lap as I lurk through her twitter.

"@Kaepernick7 will you go out on a date with me since you're in NC? If you don't mind?"

"Why are you dating a low life slob @Kaepernick7"

"After all this time she still calls me that." I say to Mia.

"Who the hell does type shit like this?"

"She does cause she's miserable as hell and goes out on Twitter thinking she somebody special but in real life she garbage." I say.

"That's always the case though! She a hater!" Mia and I laugh.

"They're just mad because I moved on. S.Nicole and M.Christian y'all can @ me so we can end this!"

"End what? What the fuck we ending though? Matt and I ain't fucking with her..." I say.

Matt and I talk damn near everyday and she does not come up in our conversations at all.

"Low life sloblings. I can't stand those smuts."

"What the hell..." Mia says.

"I wonder if Colin saw them though. I hope he didn't because he does not like her at all."

"Colin will have someone to kill that girl if he's mad enough."

"I would hope not..." I say laughing.
I send Matt screenshots of what his ex hoe is saying about us. All he's gonna say is whatever and talk about his new hoe of the week.

"On the visiting side we have Colin Kaepernick, Anquan Boldin, and Michael Crabtree." Mia and I scream as we see the guys walking out to the middle of the field for the coin toss.

"Look at bae!" Mia says pointing at Anquan.

"Yaaas Colin you better work!" I say watching Colin walk with swag across the field.

Then Cam Newton and his guys walk out and the meet with the referee.

The Niners chose heads and the referee flips the coin. Niners get the ball first. The camera shows Colin and he stares into it and bites his bottom lip. That's his little 'signal' to me. We are so corny but he knows how I feel when he does that.

I get on Twitter and tweet "daddy doesn't think I'm a low life slob tho" and Mia dies beside me.

I realize I have a real job now and I can't send that... Dammit.

"Girl! You are too much."

"Oh well. She can miss me with the bullshit."

"Look at bae!" Mia shouts. If she shout look at bae one more time in my ear we gotta fight.

"Look at daddy." I say watching my man do his thing on the field. The Niners take down the Panthers line and Colin throws the ball to Crabtree. Crab runs down the field with two guys from the Panthers down behind him.

Mia and I are screaming at the tv yelling at Crab to run. He makes the touchdown and we scream. The guys run down and they do that male jump thing.

Niners 7, Carolina 0.

This game was good as hell. It was a tight game with 2 minutes left in the fourth and the score is 28-31, Carolina leading by three. I have never yelled so hard in my life. My voice is shot.

Colin had thrown two damn interceptions and got sacked extra hard. I already know he's gonna be upset when he gets back. Carolina has the ball and their taking their damn time trying to run the time down so the Niners won't get the ball. Mia and I are silent and leaned towards the tv.

Cam Newton scrambles with the ball and he tries to run.

"Look at em bust through that line! Get him!" I shout. This same play happens four different times and it takes all of one minute and then basically the game is over.

"Damn..." Mia and I say when the time runs out.

"Well... Looks like I'm getting that good good tonight. Yes Lord." Mia says.

"Girl!" I say laughing. All she thought about was sex.

"I'm just saying. Quannie gonna give it to me hella hard tonight. My body is too ready for him. I'mma go home, clean the house, and get sexy for my man. Give myself to him and let him have his way with me."

"The fuck is wrong with you...?"

"You just need to get dicked down one good time and you'll know."

"I believe you Mia." I say.

We watch the post game interview and I can tell Colin is upset more than he's letting on. When he loses a game he's disappointed but today is different.

After Mia leaves, I take a shower and watch highlights on ESPN. The Saints lost too so I know he feels a little better.

I drift to sleep for a while and my phone starts to ring.

"Baby doll... let me in?" I hear him say. I tense up and shake a little. I've never heard him come close to crying like that.