The Pack Slut

eight

When I woke up, I didn't know where I was. I was certainly not in my own bed, and I was certainly not in the bed that Jax had told me was mine. All I really knew was that I had just awoken from the best sleep of my entire life.

I focused my eyes on the things around this room, stopping on some files and papers scattered on a desk. This was no doubts the Alpha's room. If I didn't know before, I knew know because his intoxicating scent had hit me like a wall of bricks. How did I get here?

I turned my body around becoming face to face to the one and only sound asleep, still looking like a hand crafted god even while sleeping. I watched his bare, creamy, chiseled chest rise and fall with every breath he took, and I was completely mesmerized by this simple movement.

I wanted to touch him so bad.

His hair was in a perfect mess, some dark strands hanging down to his forehead. His lips were parted only slightly, and I wanted to kiss him right then and there.

I think I was becoming obsessed. Did he even feel for me what I felt for him? Was his side of the mate bond broken? I was practically dying here, and he wasn't even wavering. I didn't like being so...vulnerable. I was used to having control of the situation and twisting things to work in my own favor. Not this.

I wanted him, and I wanted power. And I could surely have both if he were to...stop hating me. I didn't know why it bothered me so much, that he didn't crave to touch me like I did him. My heart lurched at the thought of him loving someone else. I had loved Ryder before but thinking about that now, I was almost disgusted. Almost, but not completely.

He turned his body, stirring up from his sleep. It wasn't long before his groggy eyes opened and he let out a yawn.

He got up from his side of the bed and I watched as his back muscles tensed and un tensed as he put on a shirt that was on his dresser.

"How did I get here?" I asked, still laying in the bed. The scent of him was all over the sheets and that much was enough to drive my wolf crazy and never want to get up.

"My wolf was whining and being annoying. He wanted to sleep in the same room as you so I brought you here last night."

He had taken me here? His arms were carrying me at some point? Maybe he did want me after all...

"Alpha Kal," I started only to be interrupted with a growl.

"My wolf doesn't like you calling me Alpha," he said irritatedly. "Just call me Kalthius or Kal."

I shivered at his full name. It was so...different yet so...fitting. "Okay," I said. "Can we talk?" I asked but he was heading out to the door already.

"I'm bringing breakfast," he said completely ignoring my attempt of bringing up the elephant in the room. He left me alone in his bedroom just like that.

He was a very unreadable man. I had prided myself before on being able to read people well. To push someone's buttons just enough so they'll do what I want, to use sex to lure someone into my trap. It seemed like Alpha Kal resistant to both, although I hadn't properly tried sex yet. I noted to myself that I would try it soon.

He came back soon, with only one plate of food. He neared the bed, offering me the plate with his right hand. As I was taking the plate from him, our fingers touched, and a light sensation felt in my fingertips. He immediately pulled away, almost causing the plate to fall onto his silk sheeted bed. A cold look had found its way to his now dark eyes.

"Why," I questioned, trying not to be angry, "do you despise me so greatly?"

"Don't start," he growled but I wanted answers.

"It's been three days since I've met you and you've been nothing but cold and distant to me. Why is that?" I hissed. "I have done nothing to you."

"Cold and distant," he repeated huskily and laughed humorlessly. "That is merely what I am. You're lucky I haven't been worse to you," he growled.

"Lucky? Because I'm just soo lucky to have found a mate that absolutely hates me without reason?"

"Perhaps one of the reasons is because you're a slut," he spat, disgusted. "You fucked Alpha Ryder for what he had, and were prepared to do the same thing for Alpha Sebastian too."

But I didn't want to have sex with Alpha Sebastian. He pushed himself on me. I had never felt so terrible in my life. "It wasn't my fault," I defended myself to no use.

"Well I'll find that out when I get the true story from him tomorrow," Kal stormed.

"Why are you being so mean?" I barely managed to speak, without feeling like I wanted to retract and recoil into death itself.

"If I wasn't so cold and distant," he mocked, "And if I had even wanted a mate to begin with, I would've wanted someone pure, someone faithful, someone respectable. Not you."

"I'm sorry," I cried out loud, feeling like if he had continued my heart would've literally be torn. My wolf whimpered. "If I h-had known, I w-wouldn't have-"

"What?" He looked at me with dark, angry eyes. "If you had known you were going to be mates with the strongest and most powerful alpha in the country you would've not been a slut for others?"

"No," I whimpered lowly, tears stingily my eyes painfully. "If I had known there was a chance at real love for me, I would respected myself enough for you to be able to respect me."

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short chapter, kinda sorry, but i think short chapters are good every once in a while to keep the tension high:)