That weird kind of feeling

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As predicted, I attended school the next day and everything was almost back to normal. Almost. But not completely.

Kara walked throughout the school, keeping an eye on me as if I was a vase about to fall off a countertop. But not long after realising he was staring I realised the reason why. Shou stood across the quad staring at us, as soon as he spotted me within the protective crowd of brothers, he begun walking towards me.

What surprised me next was Kara. He strode towards him, not letting him within ten feet of me. "Kara..." Oso warned and Kara cracked his knuckles and then let his fist fly into shou's face, sending him flying back on the concrete. I stared in shock as Kara stood over him, watching his every move to see if he dared stand up to him. He'd be an idiot to.

"Ichi please...." he called out to me and I felt my chest tighten, I couldn't breathe. "Ichi I love you-" Kara kicked him in the side and then grabbed him by the throat.

"Kara! Let him go!" Oso and choro rushed to him, grabbing his Arms and pulling him off. "Kara Matsu get off him now!"

Totty and jyushi hugged me tightly, trying to calm me down.

"KARA JUST STOP IT ALREADY!" I yelled tears in my eyes and for some reason, he immediately backed off. He looked at me worriedly, my eyes were filled with tears as I walked towards them. Shou stood and walked towards me, raising his arms as if to embrace me. I raised my hand and slammed the back of it across his face. He looked at me horrified.

"I-ichi..." I grabbed his collar and yanked him down to my level. I was half an inch shorter then all my brothers. He was their height. I stared him in the eyes, looking into them for any sign it was all a misunderstanding.

I found nothing but lies and selfishness. So I said the words I never wanted to say. "Don't ever... come near me again... or I will not hesitate, to beat the living shit out of you for making me look like such a fool..." and with that, I threw him to the ground hard, making sure it really hurt.

"Stupid slut!" He growled and Kara went to beat the shit out of him again but oso and choro held his shoulders. Instead, I handed out the punishment. I walked to his side, and grabbed his collar again.

"I wasn't the one balls deep in some juniors pussy..." I hissed and he smirked at me.

"Mm she felt so much better then your tight ass too~" he grinned and I felt my stomach lurch, I Denise to cause him some real pain and grabbed his crotch, letting my nails lengthen and I glared at him with eyes that turned my pupils to slits. He howled in pain as i dug my nails in. I didn't make it too long, i let go and ran off to the bathroom before a teacher could catch me and washed my hands, pulling the skin out from under my nails.

I quickly changed the bandages on my wrist since the cuts had reopened. I walked out of the bathroom, sleeves over my arm as I walked to where my brothers waited and walked around school, we hung out in the mornings sometimes, this wasn't much different. We'd sit near the basketball hoop, oso and Kara would compete, I would usually sit on my own and draw but i wasn't in the mood today.

"I'm still pissed off at you." Oso said to Kara as he bounced the basket ball against the Tarmac.

"I don't care. He was a prick" Kara said waiting for oso to actually start playing.

"Yeah well I can fight my own battles." I mumbled sitting on the bench aimlessly, hugging my knees. Totty was texting across the half court.

"Totty isn't she at school today?" Choro asked confused and totty shrugged.

"She's coming later... guys I'm going to kou's tonight." He mumbled and stood, walking off to go get a caramel late. He came Back with two trays of coffees. I drank mine slowly, since I wasn't a huge fan of coffee.

"Oh! Theres a ball on!" He announced suddenly.

"A what?" Oso asked as Kara stole the ball of him and shot for the hoop.

"A ball! I'm two days! See I told you there'd be a ball! It's a marscarade we have to go!" He whined and jumped up and down.

"No thank you.." I mumbled.

"We don't even have anything to wear." Kara rolled his eyes.

"Well we can just buy something! Come on let's go it will be so much fun!"

"I'm not going!" I announced and they looked at me. "I don't feel like dancing around with five hundred people. I'm not going."