That weird kind of feeling

7.0

It was finally starting to sink in, I was running away with Kara... it only took me a few hours, enough time to get to the train station with music blasting my ear drums. I had my bag over my lap just in case the music didn't work. I hadn't chosen the best time to run away, I was on heat, with three or four days left of waking up horny and spending the day trying to fight off constant boners.

It was about twenty minutes until our train was due... and the music was starting to stop working... a painful bulge grew between my legs. I tried to ignore it and fight it off, my hands clenching and unclenching, my breathing deepening and it would've been impossible for Kara not to notice.

"Again?" He asked smirking to himself and I looked away, not wanting my mind to misjudge a look. But there was no way I could misjudge what he did next.

His hand snaked over under the bag and he leant over so his chest was on my shoulder. It was like he wanted to kill me.

"Want me to fix you?"

"Sh-shut up shitty matsu..." I hissed and he rubbed the bulge in my pants. I stopped breathing to hold in the moans. "You're hurting me again..."

"How? You seem to be enjoying it..."

"Because you say you aren't in love with me... and then you do this..." I whimper and he sighed.

"I don't want you like that... I have a girlfriend. But I gotta make up for making you feel like crap somehow..." he purred in my ear... it sounded so amazing. Maybe I could just take it for a while... I could deal with later.. later.

"Ok come to the bathroom..." I mumbled and put my backpack on, hunching over slightly to conceal the boner as I ran off. Kara followed close behind.

When we were in there I turned to Kara who pinned me to a wall. "So when you're on heat Yu just get constant boners?"

"Just shut up and let me get frustrated when I'm not getting what I want!" I groaned and he grabbed my hip, pulling me to him and kissing me, my arms wrapped around his neck and grinded against him moaning softly.

"Uh... not into that I'll just... suck you off for now..." he mumbled blushing and I nodded. I wasn't gonna push it, I'd take anything I could get from Kara right now. If I was just going to be us two until I found my dad... I would take whatever bit of affection I could get from the one who was supposed to be my mate.

He undid my tracksuit pants shakily and Kara did his best to please me, kissing down my stomach and my hips. I don't know why he bothered, maybe he felt guilty? Either way... he was going to a lot of effort to make me feel special.

He leant in and didn't even let me get my boxers down before he started teasing me, mouthing at the bulge in my boxers, making me mewl and whine in pleasure and pain, I just wanted him already... but I knew I'd never get it so i didn't bother begging.

He continued to tease me through my boxers until I slapped him. He pouted up at me and I glared down at him. "Care to stop being a mega dick tease?" I whined and he laughed slightly.

"Sorry I don't give blow jobs to men often enough to know what I'm doing..." he smirked up at me.

"I could always give you a quick demo..." I blushed and smirked down to him. "Never know I might do it better than that bimbo sl-"

"Ichi... please..."

"Sorry..." I mumbled and looked away. "I'll try... but you wanted to come.."

"You wanted to cum. So pull those boxers down and I'll give you what you want."

"I guess that's a no to the me teaching you how to give a good blow job.... not that lucky yet." I pulled down my boxers and he rolled his eyes.

"Yes that's a no." He sighed and leant in, licking down my shaft, making me moan, my hands went straight to his hair, playing with the strands for a while before I started pulling, moaning and crying out in pleasure as he pleasures me with his mouth.

It didn't take long before I came, I was so needy when I was on heat, and came so easily. It was almost insulting.

He swallowed, it surprised me. And he didn't look all that disgusted. He even came up for a kiss. But then our train got called over the loud speaker, and he had to rip my pants up and drag me out of the bathroom. The moment ended all too soon.

We sat in our seats and  I pulled my knees to my chest, looking out the window. It was like the moment ended so suddenly, and anything we felt a moment ago... was nothing now. And it hurt, a lot.

"So... do you even know the name?" Kara asked. "Like are we running around the country looking for a mystery human?"

"Not exactly... I have the town... where mother met him..." I mumbled, hands in between my knees. "I have an idea... I guess..."

"Whatever you want ..." he mumbled and awkwardly crossed his legs and looked away. This would be a really long trip.

I closed my eyes and leant my head back, putting my mask over my mouth. I went to sleep in seconds, not long after falling asleep I felt a safe warm embrace around me... my head resting on something warm. I breathed deeply and felt happy for the first time in months.