That weird kind of feeling

5.0

"Fuck you Ichi!"

"Kara wait!"

"No! Fuck you! All you do is make fun of me! I was genuinely worried about you and you're making it a joke!" He walked towards the door and I felt tears roll down my cheeks, i knew I shouldn't have told him.

I ran in front of him and stood in front of the door. "Wait! Okay I can prove I'm not just fucking with you here!" I said pleading.

"How!"

"Just go... sit down ok? I'll show you..." i would only turn to a cat, the cat he saw the other day. Luckily, he begrudgingly took a seat on the edge of my bed.

I inhaled and closed my eyes, and as I exhaled, I let my body sink to the ground, and as I sunk, I shrunk, and shifted into something new, the cat I was the other day, but I was undervall my clothes and a little tangled.

I mewled for help and pushed against the heavy fabric. I heard Kara shift on the bed and get off it. His loud footfalls soon arrived at my head and picked up the shirt that weighed me down. He looked at me, the Russian blue cat that had greeted him the other day.

"S-so that was you..?" He asked and I walked over to him, nuzzling his leg before I bit the fabric. He flinched since I'd let my teeth graze his skin. "Y-yeah... its you.." he chuckled and picked me up. I wriggled slightly to get out of his grasp, it was like he'd never held a cat before it was painful. "Uh... change back..." he said awkwardly and I glared at him.

One, I am not just shifting into a human in his arms.

Two, I'm not shifting into a human in front of him, because I will be naked.

He didn't seem to get the idea so I bit his thumb, making him let me go with a yelp, I then ran to my pants and dragged them out into the hall.

I changed back into my human form, my hair a mess as I pulled my pants on and walked back into a room grabbing my shirt. "Believe me now?" I asked and walked into the room.

"I guess?" He mimbled and crossed his legs. "So care to explain the whole thing about the mate thing?"

I blushed. "Last night the string appeared and it led me to you... it shows my kind where the only person for us is, but only once in a lifetime... and my string led me to you..." I mumble and sit in the corner.

"Two problems, I have a girlfriend for one and two I am your brother ichi." He sighed. "We can't be... togeather."

"Yeah figured you'd say that anyways..." I mumbled and pulled my knees to my chest. "You might want to go then..."

"Why?"

"Because i can feel the room heating up which means I'm gonna be hit with mega hormones and a boner so just go away..."

"Why'd you ask me this morning."

"I wouldn't have asked if I was in control of my actions..." I mumbled and hid my face in my knees. "Please just go away..."

"Why should I go away?"

"Because you're hurting me by being here... that's why..." id never been so open or honest with him, it felt wrong. It felt wrong to push him away too. And oh great... I was getting a boner...

"I'm sorry that I can't be-"

"Caught dead dating your brother I know now get out!!" I yelled tears in my eyes.

"I didn't say that! I said I can't be with you! I have a girlfriend and yes the fact that your my brother is a part of that problem!"

"You kissed me this morning!" I snapped.

"That was to shut you up because you were moaning!"

"You could've covered my mouth or better, left my horny ass in bed and left me alone in the first place!"

"I was worried about you!"

"WELL DONT WORY SHITTY MATSU! IM FUCKED DONT WORRY ABOUT IT!" I stormed out of the room and slammed the door, tears rolling down my cheeks. I changed into a cat and left my clothes in the hallway, running into karas room and hiding under his bed sniffling in my cat form, hiding from everyone and everything as usual.

"Ichi?" Kara called walking around holding my clothing. "Ichi come on out please? I'm sorry I'm an asshole I know, and don't repeat that... just come out..."

I pressed myself up in the corner and when he looked under the bed, my eyes glowed as they met his, giving me away immediately.

"There you are... come on... talk to me..." I hissed at him and growled.

"Ichi..." he sighed and laid on the Floor. "Can we work something out?"

I walk out from under the bed, and walk into my room. I wanted to laugh, cry, scream. I just wanted to be as far away as possible.

I turned to a human in my bedroom and begun to pick up my clothes. I didn't care if Kara saw anymore because he was technically my mate...

And just as expected, he walked through the door, and begun stammering and blushing. I went to pull on my pants but he tried to talk to me again, so I turned into a lion and it shut him up real quick.

I changed into my human form again and continued to dress myself. I finished getting dressed and then started packing my bags.

"Ichi what the hell are you doing..."

"Leaving." I mumbled and shoved a cat toy in my bag, Kara proceeded to grab my arm and pull me back from the bag. "GET OFF ME SHITTY MATSU!"

And he kissed me.