That weird kind of feeling

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We were taken to a bedroom which apparently used to be my fathers. "We redecorated it for our guests... seeing as my son would never return..."

"Thank you..." I mumbled and walked into the guest bedroom, setting my bags down beside what would be my side of the bed and I sat down.

Kara went to walk through the door and grandmother poked him with her cane. "Don't test me boy... you're going to think about who's the best option for you. A human girl you can exchange for any other human girl... or him. You won't get another chance." She smacked him on the back of the head with the Kane and he winced holding his head. "These young people and their crazy hair and tattoos.." she mumbled on her way out.

I smirked slightly as I laid back on the bed, closing my eyes. It was comfortable and I was kinda happy there.

"Your grandmother is terrifying.." he mumbled and sat on the other side, laying back and I opened my eyes to see him looking down at me. I sighed and hugged him, ignoring the fact that he wasn't into me the way I was to him. If I could've gone back in time, I would make sure I wasn't turned into this... I don't want to be this freak show who's in love with my older brother. I didn't realise I was crying until Kara had his hand on my cheek wiping the tear away.

"I'm sorry... I just... don't feel the same..." he mumbled and held me close.

"That's why when I find my father I'm staying, and you're going back to the city, and you can just forget I ever existed..." I felt more tears roll down my cheeks. "Won't be that hard I mean... you guys hardly noticed my existence anyways... not complaining you're all annoying as hell..."

"Ichi...they won't even know I'm gone..." he sat up, making me fall off his chest and I huffed holding the bed sheets. "I went missing for a week, I was in hospital for attempted suicide, none of you came looking for me." He mumbled and looked down at his knees before he took off his jumper and singlet, completely bare chested when he laid back down on his back, arms behind his head. 

I looked at the bed. "I did look Kara... but no one had seen you so I assumed you'd just hooked up with some girl at a casino and you were spending the week at her little love shack. I didn't know you were even depressed. You just always seemed happy and..." I rolled away so he wouldn't see me cry, I hugged the pillow and he sighed, rolling over and hugging me.

"It's ok... I aim to not let anyone find out..." he put his head in the back of my neck and held my wrists, pulling back the sleeves. The bandages had falllen off and they were bleeding again, the anxiety had made me scratch them. He sighed and sat up, leaning over me and pulling up my arm, looking at the bleeding cuts, I blushed when he leant in and kissed them, his lips stained with the blood that slowly dripped from them.

"Why did you do that..." I mumbled and pulled the sleeve up over my other hand and wiped his mouth. "Stupid you have blood on your face now..." I said and wiped the blood from his lips, he grabbed my arm and I looked at him confused as he slowly leant over me, leaning down and placing his lips on mine in a chaste kiss, my heart rate quickening as I slowly closed my eyes and kissed back, hoping it would never end. I didn't want to go back to the awkward relationship we had.

He let go of my hand to cup my cheek and then run his hand through my hair, my hand ran up through his hair and the other Roamed over his body, his tongue sliding into my mouth and over my tongue, exciting me, the heat didn't help.

I began to grind up into him and he pulled back, sliding his hand down my tracksuit Pants. This time it was my turn to deny him. I would get my way.

I pulled his hand back and put my hands on his chest, pushing him back. "Let me try..." I purred and kissed his neck. "Never know... I might be better then she is..."

"Fine..." he mumbled and I grinned, reaching down and popping open the buttons on his jeans, I reached down and rubbed him and I could tell he was already trying hard not to moan. He glared at me slightly and I moved myself down and pulled his member out from his underwear, still stroking him. I knew I'd won as soon as I licked along his shaft and he let a squeak of a moan slip from his lips.

I grinned and decided just to excite him and looked up at him as I leant over and took the entire thing into my mouth, letting it slide down my throat. I swallowed around him. He quietly grunted out moans, I held his hips and bobbed my head, he was sweating and trying to thrust up.

I ran my tongue over him and was actually surprised at how quickly he came. I swallowed it of coarse, I even licked my lips when I pulled away. He blushed and I smirked. "Not that bad for a guy huh~?" I leant over him. He then grabbed my member through my pants making me gasp.

"Shut up and lay down."