That weird kind of feeling

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That night, I stayed up all night, I wouldn't be leaving my room for a few days at least so lack of sleep wouldn't bother me. I didn't end up sleeping until four in the morning.

The next day I was awoken to a knock on my door, and a raging boner. I groaned and pulled my blankets over my head. "Go away.." I whined.

"Ichi..." Kara opened the door and I curled up. "Are you okay?" He went to walk towards me but then went towards the book. "What's this..."

"NOTHING!" I jumped up and grabbed it. Boner still in full swing let's not forget. He looked me over as I held the book face flushed and mouth filling with saliva. I hated heat so much. Always Horny, never satisfied

He saw what kind of mood I was in and blushed horribly, letting go. "I'll uh... sorry I'll let you... fix yourself up..." he said kind of embarrassed and I felt my face heat up more.

A normal teenager would wait for them to leave and then just fix themselves off... and be glad to be alone.

Why wasn't I normal?

I lurched forwards and grabbed his hand and kissed him. He was shocked to say the least. "I-Ichi!" He gasped and stubbed back.

Oh god why couldn't I be normal.

"Help me?" I begged and griped his hand batting my eyes. It internaly surprised me when I saw that Kara was actually quite worried.

"Ichi you should lay down I'll leave you to..."

"I don't want to do it I want you too... please?"

Never in my life could I want to die more. I had no control over my body. I was just taken by the heat. This is why only my mother could see me on days like these. I'm a Horny mess.

He bit his lip and sighed, kicking the door shut and crawling over me. "You're explaining all this later..." he mumbled putting his hand down my pants and stroking me.

He leant down and kissed me, trying to keep my moans quiet. The kiss was passionate and loving and I wished it would never end, even if it was wrong.

He kissed me until I came over his hand, he removed said hand and I blushed, looking up at him as he pulled back from the kiss.

"Ok... now please explain..." he said walking and grabbing one of my shirts off the floor and wiping his hand with it. I'd complain if i hadn't just asked him to get me off.

"I don't know.. it's a thing.." I mumbled and hugged my knees.

"Not ok... I want an answer."

"Well I woke up and had a boner it's normal I'm a guy after all!" I said blushing and he gave me a look.

"So it's normal for you to beg me to give you a wank?" He raised a brow and I blushed more and looked down.

"Well.. not exactly... I can't explain it though..."

"Why?"

"I promised..."

"Well I want to know this... you kind of owe me..."

"Kara! Come downstairs the car is outside!" My mother called.

"Why aren't you going..."

"I can't tell you..."

"Tell me ichi!"

"I'll message you! Okay?!" I felt tears well in my eyes. "Go to school... your girlfriend will be missing you."

"Yeah... I guess I'll go then..." he walked out and slammed the door. I burrrowed my face into the sheets and felt tears roll down my cheeks.

I heard my phone buzz and reached over to it, picking it up and looking at the message. It was Kara.

Kara : Tell me

Kara : Please? You're acting beyond weird.

I sigh and messsage back.

Ichi : can anyone see your phone?

Kara: no?

Ichi: keep it that way... or sneak back to the house.. if you're taking the second option be quick about it I don't know how long I have

Kara : I'll take option 2 be there in 10

Ichi : mk

I stood up and ran to the shower, I needed to prevent this next heat wave as much as possible or I wouldn't be able to explain without help again.

I showered, shaved and shampooed and walked out on fresh pyjama pants and a cat shirt. I went into my room only to find kara on my bed holding the book open on his lap. I stormed over and grabbed it, smacking it up side his head.

"Uh ow?" He groaned and I glared at him.

"Don't touch my stuff!" I grumbled and sat on the bed hugging my knees, fumbling with the claw on my neck.

"Are you planning on telling me what is wrong with you?"

"Fine.. but you can't tell anyone..."

"Fine."

"Not even dad... or the others"

"I know"

"Ok.. here... we have different fathers, my fathers a werecat, non human that can change into a cat, mother is his mate and he asked her if he could give one of us his genes, he gave them to me before we were born. Once a year I go on heat, but this year it's worse because I found my mate, my mate is you."