Nag-isip-isip ako.
It's honestly easier to make a poem or a song stating these things. Masyado kasing direct ang isang sulat. Kailangan mo ng purpose. Kailangan mo ng mapagbibigyan. Kailangan mo rin ng pinagmulan. This is a direct approach to the one you want to talk to. Hindi kagaya ng isang tula na pwede akong magpaligoy-ligoy at magtago sa mga mabubulaklak na mga salita o kanta na pwede kong ipalabas na hindi para sa'yo.
These are a bunch of letters. For you from me. Simple. Walang paligoy-ligoy, walang matatalinghagang salita, walang pagtatago.
It's daunting. Believe me. When you're giving out letters like this, you'll feel like you're being stripped naked as well.
THING #7: You call me by my name.
Of course you call me by my name what else would you call me? What am I talking about?
Lahat naman siguro ng taong kilala ko tinatawag ako sa pangalan ko.
Jihoon. Jihoon hyung. Lee Jihoon, madalas. Jihoonie kung mas matanda pa sa'kin. Hoonie. Ji.
What makes you special?
Maybe it's the way you call my name. Maybe it's the way your voice saying my name is alluring at a certain degree. Maybe it's just in my ears. Maybe it's from your heart. Maybe it's just me assuming. Whatever it is, I like hearing you call my name.
You're still not talking to me. Seriously? Isang araw bago ang birthday mo? Ayaw mo ba talagang makatanggap ng gift mula sa'kin? Hindi ka makakatanggap nang kahit ano hangga't hindi mo ako pinapansin! Sige ka.
Unfortunately alam kong hindi ka gan'on kadaling mapalambot lalo pa't galit ka nga talaga.
Alright fine. I admit. It's my fault. I made fun of you. Maybe too much. Your ears are not too big. They're fine. Your eyes are not too big. They're alright. And you're not a joke, Choi Seungcheol, tinutukso lang kita.
And you're not someone that annoys the hell out of me. So stop sulking. Joke lang 'yon. Hindi ko inakalang seseryosohin mo 'yon. I was joking when I told you I'd rather take a dead dog to an island with me rather than you.
It was a cruel joke. But all a joke.
(Nakakahiya na fuck let's drop this.)
Call my name, soon and talk to me.
LJH
PS.
miss na kita ayan
sinabi ko na.
BINABASA MO ANG
Lego House / jicheol
Fanfiction❝the book of jicheol where words don't matter (they kinda do, because this is a shot collection) and it's all about what they feel.❞ / book cover credits to: anecchan!
