What Am I? (Yandere Simulator Love Story)

Forty Five: Let Me Take Away The Pain

(Sunday) Aso's POV

I was talking with the doctor, wanting to know if she could go home. I decided to spend the night at the hospital to look after Amaya. Apparently, Aunt Kyoshi and Asu didn't like that idea. They're kind of pissed off that I didn't call them or anything.

But I told them I was fine and I'll be coming home soon. "Amaya Aishi is allowed to go home, but um..." He trailed off. "What is it?" I asked. "Does Amaya have any siblings? A legal guardian?" He asked.

"Her siblings are in a coma. Why?"

"Well... I don't think it's really safe for Amaya to go home."

"Why not?"

"Something like this could happen again and if no one's there with her, well..."

"I understand,"

I looked at Amaya as she slept. "I'll look after her." I offered.

Amaya's POV

I opened my eyes and looked out the window. "Nemsis-kun... Where...?" I whispered as I trailed off. "Amaya," I turned my head as Aso stood by the door. "Hey. How are you feeling?" He asked. I didn't answer as I stared at him.

"Listen, the doctor said, you could go home. But he wants someone to look after you. And with your siblings in the hospital, I thought maybe I could look after you." Aso said. "That's fine..." I said, turning my head back towards the window.

When it was time for me to go home, I was taken home in an ambulance with Aso. Once we were at my house, the ambulance left and we entered my house. I depressingly looked around as I heard nothing but silence.

"It's too quiet... I hate it." I mumbled. "Is there anything you want to get for you?" Aso asked. I shook my head. "I just... wanna take a bath..." I said, slowly. I walked up the stairs and entered the bathroom, stripping out of my clothes.

Once I ran the bathwater, I stepped in the tub and lied myself in the water. I hate my life without my siblings. I just wanna... die...

I closed my eyes and sunk my whole body into the water.

But I didn't stay down there long as I heard my name being called out. "Amaya!"

I was taken out of the tub and lied on the floor as I opened my eyes, coughing and sputtering while Aso was by my side, taking off his jacket. "What the hell are you doing?! Are you out of your mind?!" He yelled as he wrapped the jacket around my naked body.

"Just leave me alone." I said. I grabbed the scissors that were on the counter and aimed the tip at Aso. "Just leave me be." I repeated. I took the scissors and cut into my arm, hissing at the pain. "Amaya, stop!" He yelled.

He grabbed the scissors out of my hand and tossed them aside. I began to push him away, but he didn't give up that easily. Aso tried hugging me, but I kept hitting him and pushing him away as my blood got on his clothes.

"Amaya, just stop! Please!" Aso said. I fought him for another few seconds until I gave up, too tired to push him away anymore. "Please... stop this. I don't want you hurting yourself anymore. Please, just stop." Aso begged as he held me.

I tiredly glanced up at him, then closed my eyes. "I'm just so tired... I just want to end it all..." I whispered.

"I know you're going through rough times right now, and I know you feel like you're all alone, but you're not. It's going to okay... This is all my fault... I just wanted to make you happy... and now this happened to you... I'm so sorry..." Aso said as he held me tighter.

"Why... Why can't you just leave me alone? I just want to be... left alone..." I said, but that was a lie. I didn't want to be alone... I wanted my siblings back. I want them to wake up...

I began to cry into Aso's chest as I hugged him tightly. "Please... let me take away your pain..." Aso said as I started sobbing. "I just want them to wake up... I just want them back..." I said. "I know... I know..." He said, gently.