𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙠 ✧ 𝙟𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙧𝙞

❁seventeen❁

yerimmie:
i hate you.
Seen 05:44

yerimmie:
you gave me false hope.
Seen 05:44

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• author p.o.v •

“ah, yah. finally.” yerim sighed. after some struggles, she finally managed to climb onto the huge rock she was aiming to sit on to relax. she took a few sips from her hot cup of latte which she have been holding onto the whole entire time. the burning sensation warmed up her throat, it was indeed one good latte.

soon, the cup was empty. she placed the empty cup on the space beside her as she hugs her knees towards her body and her glittery eyes stared towards the starry night sky. she started connecting some stars together, that's when, she chuckled at herself. “if you were here beside me, it would be perfect.”

that's where, memories of him appeared in her mind. where they would spent their free time at night hanging out here, at han river, sitting on the same rock, instead of getting some sleep. although at times, they were extremely exhausted from their practise or schedule, but when they meet each other, magically they could make each other energetic again.

she still could vividly remember how she, herself would always make the effort to bring her guitar along with her. as that's where she would play some songs for him. every time she would play a song and sing, he would always hum along as he shows off his infamous smile that could instantly melt her.

along with words, “yerim-ah, my favorite sound is your voice, remember not to lose confidence. even if no one is there to listen, ill be there.” that sweet mouth of his, sure did make her heart flutter over and over again.

but right now, even if she wants to hear those supportive statements once again, reality woke her up, it could never happen again, maybe only in her wildest dreams.

~~~

just then, she could hear laughter from a female nearby. it was familiar but not at the same time. as her ears followed the voices of the owner and located where they were, she turned her head to see people she did not intend to see right at this moment. “j-j-jungkook, e-eunha?” she muttered as her glaze could not move away from those two.

they were walking side by side, along the seashore. sure, it did looked romantic, just like a drama. eunha had her head looking downwards, as she continuously touched up her hair once in awhile, even with that mask covering her mouth area, yerim knew she was smiling. of course, eunha must be happy to be with him, it was obvious that eunha was interested.

while jungkook, he had his hands both secured in his pocket, he somehow looked kind of devastated in yerim's opinion. but yerim could only shook off that thought. it was impossible, how could he be devastated when he is with someone special to him. that must just been her wildest imaginations.

suddenly, eunha paused and stayed at her direction, without any movements. yerim could see that jungkook had realised that and stopped at his tracks too and had turned around, staring at her, questioningly.

they two stared at each other for a long while, none of them decided to break the silence. yerim could sense that something she did not want to know would happen any sooner. “these two must be so in love huh.” yerim whispered to herself as she observed them. she could feel her heart slowly cracking, but she endured it. she wanted to be strong and not weak.

and thats it. the next action caught yerim off guard. eunha ran towards jungkook, wrapping both of her arms around his neck and pulling him down till her level. immediately, her lips crashed into his. that scene, was surely the most painful thing she have ever seen. her heart broke into many, many pieces. it was cracked into an amount that could not be counted at all. her crystal white tears rolled down, too.

but that was not all, the most heart breaking part tagged along. she could see that jungkook was indeed shock about eunha's action. but he did not move away nor push her away. instead, he had his strong pair of arms wrapped around eunha's waist, tightly. he closed both of his eyes and kissed eunha's lips with more passion and desire, using all his force on it.

the tension was hot. yerim could not bear watching them. she felt broken, she could not handle it anymore. it was as if the entire world had crashed down. she tried as hard as she could to be strong but she couldn't, she was weak too. all these feelings was too overwhelming to her. never did she knew, love could bring so much pain at the same time. she wanted to escape from reality. hot tears was uncontrollably rolling out of her eyes, she wants it to stop, but it just couldn't be stopped anymore. this time, the pain was more painful than how she felt in the other days. this time, it felt like torture, it was hurting her whole entire body.

she tried to get out of that place, it was too suffocating for her to stay. but her body was just too weak, she fell off the rock with her knees landing onto the rough fine sand which caused a loud thud and had also attracted the two's attention. “yerim.” she heard jungkook saying her name out. she misses the way he called her name out. but before anything could happen further, she made a run. a run of pain.

she kept running and running, trying to get out of their sight. she was not ready for more dramas at that point. “yerim. stop.” she heard him. she didn't want to obey him nor she even wanted to see his face. she knew she was running out of energy soon, so she quickly found a hiding spot. good thing jungkook ran past her, getting further and further away from her.

as soon as she heard a dead silence, she cried out her heart, it was too much pain to bear. “you idiot. how could you betray my love for you and throw my heart that was filled of love away. why is this so painful? why, why?” she clenched the clothing on her heart.

“i need help. i don't want to feel this pain anymore. this is too much. what did i do wrong to deserve such treatment? jungkook-ah, what did i do wrong?”

~A/N~
HAI IM BACK. im literally so sorry for the late update. i was too busy about the usual, school & studies.😧 ANYWAYS, im oso sorry for the horrible writing, i tried to make it filled with emotion and sad¿ but i dun think it end up tat emotional¿🤔
BUT THIS CHAP WAS LITERALLY THE HARDEST TO WRITE. 😭😭😭 I WAS FEELING SO EMOTIONAL AND HESRTBROKEN. MY WEAK HEART COULD NOT DEAL WITH THIS.😭😭
if any of yall cried, imma throw yal tissue, cuz i, myself is FRAKING sad. :'(