𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙠 ✧ 𝙟𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙧𝙞

❁four❁

yerimmie:
You are ruining my life, do you
know that? I can't even fully
concentrate anymore. My singing
is getting worse, even my singing
instructor says so. Maybe that's
one of the reason why you left me,
I can't sing.
Sent 05:32(!)

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• yeri p.o.v •

"kim yerim! One more time! Do it properly this time." my singing instructor said, I could feel a slight irritation from his voice.

"ne. I'm sorry." I apologized. We are now recording a song for our new albumㅡ body talk.

"you fill the silence with forgetful tales, i-i-im busy-"

"cut! Nevermind, we will continue tomorrow. kim yeri, follow me." the singing instructor said coldly.

"kim yeri, what's wrong with you? What happened? Why can't you just get this line right?" he said angrily, his voice was louder and filled with pure anger.

"I'm sorry. I-"

"stop. I don't want to hear any excuses. You better get this line right tomorrow, if not it will be changed to another member's line." he cut off my words half way and left me standing there.

~~~

"yeri-ah, are you okay?" seulgi unnie asked me as all the other unnies also looked at me with worried expressions.

"I'm fine. Don't worry." I flashed them a weak fake smile. I didn't want them to worry although I was really not fine.

"hey, why aren't you coming with us to go back to the dorm?" joohyun unnie asked, staring at me confusingly.

"oh...um... You all can go back first and get some rest. I will be meeting saeron at a cafe later." I lied.

"okay... Don't come home too late, okay? Be careful." joohyun unnie told me in her calm yet peaceful voice.

I'm so grateful that I have them as my unnies. They care about me so much, yet I couldn't do anything to repay them.

~~~

I was in the singing practice room. Singing that one part non-stop. But somehow I kept stuttering.

"you fill the silence with forgetful tales, i-i-im b-b-BUSY RUNNING AWAY! WHY CANT I GET THIS RIGHT!"

I shouted to myself, why can't I just get this right? I blame it on you, jeon jungkook. It's all your fault. Why must you do this to me? Why must you not care about me anymore? Why must you stop loving me?

I'm sick of crying and feeling pain. I want to cure my broken heart but the wound in my heart had turned into a scar, it cannot be healed anymore. I buried my face into my palms, crying as much as I could.

The song kept playing through my ear pieces. Every lyrics reminds me of you. Everything about this song explains our relationship, our dying love, our one-sided love.

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"why can I hear everything, everything. Every single thing, the story I don't want to know."

"why are they caught, caught by me, every single time."

"I've got a drop of tear. I've got a drop of tear. I've got a drop of tear."

"I don't know if my anxious heart is imagining things. With a sliver of hope I laugh, I'm still, still in love."

~~~

Doesn't all these lyrics explain our love? Our love is explained by a sad song not a happy song, did you realise?

I'm sick of this love. I don't want to love anymore. It hurts too much. I'm sick of you, jeon jungkook.

~A/N~
Mianhae for the late update:'( hope y'all like this update:)♥