Too Bad to Love

These Feelings

It was almost time to go to sleep and I was changing into my PJ's while Max was still watching TV. Once I was done I went over to the living room to bring him to bed, he clearly woke up with a cramp on his neck.

"Come on Max, you could watch TV in bed." I said towering over him; he just looked up at me then back to the TV. "Max, come one." I said grabbing his arm and tugging it away from the couch, it was basically useless because he didn't move. "Max I'm sleepy." I said pulling a bit harder.

"Then go to your room." He said snatching his arm away leaving me tumbling back, after I got my balance I mugged him. He couldn't see me but he knew. I crossed my arms and just stood there staring at him, and there he was just staring at the TV.

"Ma-" I was interrupted by him saying fine. He finally stood up and walked into the room, I just followed behind. Once he was on the bed he passed out. I was standing by the bed taking out my earrings, but once I set them down Max rapped his arms around my waist. I looked down at them and all of a sudden I was roughly tugged onto the bed.

"Max, quit it!" I said laughing; he was on top of me tickling my tummy. I couldn't stop laughing, as he knew where my tickle spots where. After a minute he finally stopped to let me breath, I was breathless. And then all of a sudden he leaned down supper close to my face. My heart picked up quicker, forget about the butterflies I had eagles swooping in my stomach. I wasn't sure if it was Max or the tickles but my stomach was exploding. He put his hands besides my hips then got supper close to my face.

I closed my eyes waiting for a kiss; he leaned even closer as I felt his hot breath against my face. I waited a couple seconds, and then Max kissed the tip of my nose and threw himself off. Lying on his side of the bed he said goodnight and passed out. I was completely out of words; I really was suspecting a kiss.

I wrapped myself in the blanket feeling almost sad, was I really suspecting a kiss. Was this a sign that I might really have feelings for him? I might actually like Max, he's amazing in many ways. I can't believe I'm saying this but I might actually like him... I was interrupted in my thoughts by some arms going around my waist once more. This time I was slightly tugged; I felt the warmth of his body behind me. It felt so nice; his breath was slow and calm. I felt it behind my neck, but the pressure of his stomach inhaling and letting go behind my back felt so nice. I slowly lowered my speed of breaths and we were in rhythm.