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Ashleys POV;

I didn't even bother taking off my clothes before crawling into the tub.

Tears streamed down my face.

I realized, I can't go.

I'd leave the most important people in my life alone.

But, I know I have to go.

I knew I shouldn't of came with Carter to magcon, I'd knew he'd cheat again.

I sat in the middle of the tub, put my back against the bottom of it, and looked up.

My head wasn't in it yet.

I started thinking..

Should I go through with this?

What about my family?

Mahogany?

What about the boys?

I don't want them to be as hurt as I am now.

I don't want them to suffer.

I don't want to stay here.

I got out of the tub, and picked up my phone.

I spoke, "Mom, Dad, don't forget me. I love you both so much. I guess, I wish you guys never brought me into this world. Don't forget me. Please.. don't ever. I remember that time you guys took me to my first trip to Disneyland. That wss the best place, ill never forget that day. I was so happy then. Now what?," I began telling them more memories like that.

I continued, "Mahogany, please don't forget me. I love you so much, don't forget me, thanks for being there. But you can't anymore. Boys, thank you so much. I've had the best time. I would someday, hopefully would like to do this again. Someday ill see you all again, and I can't wait. Love you all so much, never forget me, Ashley. And Carter, heres something special, A BIG FUCK YOU." I said into my camera, then stopping the video.

My heart was breaking.

I really hope I can get through this and be done.. for good.

Now was the time.

Now was the time i'd finally get into that tub, and dunk myself.

Now was the time my sorrows will all disappear.

I got in the tub.

I took one final breath.

Probably the final breath ill take in ny life.

I counted to 10.

"1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8...9..10.." I took my last breath and dunked under water. In a matt if seconds, I was...

Dead.

Nash's POV:

*next morning*

We all crowded around eachother, giving eachother one big group hug.

To bad Mahogany left, she already said her goodbyes.

"Wheres Ashley, Carter?" Hayes asked.

"Hell if I know," He said, "Im not with her."

"Shes probably sleeping lets scare her.." Gilinsky said.

"Yes lets do it." Johnson said.

We trottled down the hallway, not realizing what was going to happen.

We stopped at her door.

He all took a deep breath, laughing because we'd know we'd scare her to death.

We walked in, where her bed was.

"BOO!" We screamed, then realizing she wasn't in her bed.

"Guys, what are these notes?" Matt said.

He opened it, and started reading it to the boys while I went to look for her.

I went to check the bathroom, while te boys were looking, just to look and see if she was doing her hair or something.

I walked in.

She was in the tub, not a heartbeat was found.

"Oh my god.. please no."

I sat next to her.

"YOU HAVE TO BE OKAY."

"NO DON'T LEAVE STAY WITH ME"
Tears quickly streamed down my face.

Everyone heard me scream.

They all walked in, Jacob coming first.

"Oh my god.." He spoke, crying.

They all saw.

Carter was sitting on the bed, crying.

"Thi, thi, this was all ny fault."

Everyone cried.

Aaron managed to call 9-1-1.

We managed to listen to the dispatcher.

Aaron was sobbing and could barely talk, but the police and ambulance were now coming.

"How is it your fault?" Matt managed to asked.

"I..I.. Hit," He said, he couldn't say anymore.

"YOU HIT A FUCKING GIRL? CARTER WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? DO YOU REALIZE HOW MANY CHARGES YOU CAN FACE?" Shawn yelled at him.

"Everyone just calm down, and try to breathe." I said.

My eyes were bloodshot red, she was my sister, not exactly blood related though.

There was a moment of silence.

"Here's her phone.." I said.

"If anyone cares..." I added.

Carter opened it up, and typed in her passcode.

There was a video.

It looked like a suicide video.

We watched it.

The last part really hit Carter.. he sobbed his eyes out, and he was most hurt than all of us.

But he hit her, cheated on her, and was probably the worst magcon boys she had..

The last thing she said to Carter was,
"Fuck you.. You're the reaon for all of this.. All of it."

"Carter are you okay?" Jacob spoke uo after a moment.

"N-n-n." Was all he could spit up.

Carters POV:
I can't believe this is all my fault. Oh my god. I can't believe this happend.
She deserved none of this.

Shes dead..

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2 more chapters and im ending it! 😔
ily

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