BREAK
I smile for the camera so they won't see,
I'm crying on the inside, secretly hating me.
I don't know why I try to change my ways,
I'm always on the back burner no matter what I say.
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I laugh so no one sees I'm bleeding,
They don't know that I am pleading,
To be brave enough to bring life to an end,
So that way I won't ever have to pretend.
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Please don't give me your pity 'cause I've had quite a bit,
You're right to call me out and say I'm full of shit,
There's no place for me and this heart doesn't matter,
Who wants the stupid thing that can easily shatter?
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So many years I've tried to make do,
To live and love and make friends too,
But lately I can't even do that right,
I know now I have lost the fight.
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Goodbye to the people who pretended to care,
But won't give a fuck when they realize I'm no longer there,
Goodbye to the few good friends I had,
Today's the day I break under this iron clad.
