PAIN INSIDE
They tell me to let it out,
To give them my worst,
But filled with nothing but doubt,
It seems like it's you I hurt.
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I don't know what's what,
I can't even comprehend,
Why we can't come out of this uncut,
Yet still the tragedy begins.
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Being mindful of others,
Being careful what you say,
Tip toeing on eggshells while I smother,
There is no other way.
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Never thought I'd grow to love him,
Though platonic, yet still real,
Never knew that things get so dim,
That one small action would seal the deal.
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Can't think clearly on my own,
Someone always pulling the strings,
Got no place to call home,
No happy tune to sing.
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I am never to be trusted,
Never thought as good enough,
My mechanical heart is rusted,
My shaking hands are in cuffs.
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Problems can be resolved,
Issues are there to stay,
Sadness follows and gets involved,
White and black mixes to gray.
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Please understand I'm broken,
That I have no where else to hide,
I want to be outspoken,
I don't want to keep the pain inside.
