Facing The Darkness●Jonathan Crane//Scarecrow {COMPLETED}

9

"C'mon. You've been asleep for hours. Trish, wake up. I need you for something" Tears went down my face. "I don't want to. I don't want to get caught."

"You won't if you stay with me." "I said I don't want to!" I turned away from him, sobbing as I did it. "I want to stay in this bed forever. I don't want to be locked up in Arkham anymore, I don't want to hurt anyone anymore, and I don't want to be a criminal anymore!"

"Fine. Whatever. Just, for Christ's sake, eat something." He slammed the door and I looked at the alarm clock. 3 PM.

I'm going back to sleep. If I have to get my satisfaction by starving myself, then so be it.
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Two days later.

Another day spent in bed. No food. I'm starting to lose more weight off my face and stomach. It feels good but I know it's not nice. Every once in a whole Jonathan checks on me, but I push him away each time he offers to help me.

I heard the door open slightly. "Trish?" I pretended to be asleep and rolled on my back. "Shit. You're still asleep?" I heard a sigh come out of his mouth.

"You look very bad. You need food." He pulled down the blanket and lifted up my shirt to below my breasts. "I can see your ribs... I-I made you like this... it's my fault.. all mine."

I could hear the gentle sobs and felt him grip my hand. "Trisha! Baby!" He shook me and I slowly opened my eyes. His were watery and a whole lot of pain was in his gaze.

"I need you to eat. Please." I didn't object, just reached for him. He placed his arms around my waist and I put mine around his neck. Soon my legs were placed on either sides of him.

He carried me to the kitchen and got out some leftover Chinese and put it in the microwave. "Are you still angry with me?" I asked, a hint of tiredness lacing my voice.

"No. Not at all. I'm angry with myself. I shouldn't have tried to spray Batman with you beside him. If I hadn't done that, we probably wouldn't have gone to Arkham and you wouldn't have gotten beaten and starved yourself like this."

Deep down we both knew he was right. When the food was done he sat on the chair, putting the food down and placing me on his lap. "Want me to sleep with you tonight?" He asked feeding me the Chinese food.

"Sure. And make sure to hold me, your arms are like heaven." I grinned and he did too. "Everything on me is heaven."

My cheeks went red and I remarked "I wouldn't know. And right now isn't the time to teach that lesson." He put more of the food in my mouth. "it'll come soon enough."

"Fucking smooth, Crane." I said while chewing. It felt good to be joking with him and eating too. I think I love him.
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WOO
Anyways, starvation is a serious issue and I just wanted to point out that if you do it, your loved ones will worry for you. Don't do it xx