Could It Be

Chapter 1

Bella's P.O.V.

I'm laying in the bed that I have grown used to and staring up at the ceiling studying it for the millionth time trying to find something new. Thus has been my room since I was five and ive already seen everything in it and all of the flaws in it. For instance the crack in the ceiling running from one corner to the other corner. I know this room like the back of my hand and in a way I like it.

I like how I have a schedule and everything is the exact same everyday. I get up use the restroom then take a fifteen minute shower and head down the hall to eat by myself then go back to my room and do something. Its the same everyday and they try to get me to change up my schedule but i dknt feel like it and besides if I did that then I would be off and everything wouldn't be the same.

The ladies here pity me I think. My mom lefg me here on the doorstep when I was two and that's the last of her. I later flund out that they found my mom and she overdosed on drugs and was found in an ally. My dad I heard died before I was ever born but that he was a caring man and was so happy about getting a kid, too bad he died. Anyway back to what i was saying the ladies have been trying to get me prepared and trying to throw different things at me that would make me think harder but i just do like I always do and dont worry about it. I guess I dont mind them doing it but it kind of gets on my nerves like cant they understand that I just want to be alone and left alone, that I dont need anyone.

"Bella we are coming in and we have to talk to you." Speaking of them here they are now.

I sit up from my bed and open the door. I open the door to see Victoria, the red head, Maria, the short Spanish lady, and last but not least Tracy, the black haired one.

"Bella we have to tell you this and we are sorry. You turn 18 tomorrow and we have to let you go. You can no longer stay here after tomorrow." Victoria says looking sad.

"We tried to make them see that you have no where to go but they wont let you stay any longer. You have go leave tomorrow." Maria says looking at the ground.

"We are going to give you things though and a town to live in. We will discuss this more with you tomorrow Bella. I'm sorry." Tracy says and with that they turn and walk out the door shutting it.

I plop back down on the bed and lay back down. I stare at the ceiling again and start thinking. My mind is racing thinking of everything that's about to happen. Heck this is ablut to change my life all over again. My home, I'm being kicked out of the only place I know. Where i feel safe and comfortable at.

I open my mouth to scream but nothing comes out. Nobody can even hear my anger and that makes it worse. I have never been able to talk. I think Renee did something to me before she left mw here and all because they said I never cried that I would open my mouth to cry but nothing ever came out. Anyway long story short it sucks that nobody can hear my pain, my anger, my happiness, my anything. All I do is shrug my shoulders or nod. I'm too lazy to write what I'm thinking down and plus those are the only three people that actually try to get me more active. Everybody else thinks I'm a freak and never tries to talk to me or get to know me. Good thing is though that I won't miss anybody when I leave.

Oh my gosh if I have to go put in the real world that means I have to go to school. I have to complete my senior year at a place that I dont know and that most likely everyone will hate me. Dang now I kind if wish I would have tried to hang with people more.

I hop out of bed again and grab the backpack that I earned and start packing the things I own. Its not much so it all fits in the bag. I look out the window of my room and enjoy the view for the last time.

This is my last night in this room and its the last night I will ever be able to keep my routine. Everything I know is all going to be gone now. I'm going to be going into a world I know very little about.

The next day...

A wake up to a knock on my door. I slowly walk to it and grab my backpack in the way. I already packed up everything i needed so I know that its time to go. I open the door and see the three of them with sad smiles on their faces. I walk out of my old room and turn to look at it one last time before closing the door and facing them. They wrap me in a hug and start walking me to the front doors.

"Heres $500 to get you started. Your going to be going to a little town here in Washington. Its called Forks and its somewhat close to here so if you ever need us you can come. Now take care of yourself Bella." They say and wrap me in a hug. "We're going to miss you."

I step back and get in the taxi that pulled up. I look out and roll the window down.

"We forgot to tell you but we already told the school and they are ready for you. You start on Wednesday." They say and then the taxi pulls away.

I look forward and start preparing myself for my new life. I hope i make it.