Could It Be

Chapter 51

Bella's P.O.V.

Esme left the room but I know she put me some clothes on the bed. I sit up and grab the clothes before making my way into the bathroom to take a hot bath. I go to the mirror first and look at my face.

All you can see is a slight scar from the accident and its only if you look very closely for a human and probably easily noticeable for vampires. My eye is a bit different than it used to look like. The color is now a dark blue almost black to where my other one is brown. Pretty cool stuff huh. Yeah I don't really care as long as i can see is all I care about.

I start up the water for a bath and then start slipping my clothes off. I look at my body in the mirror once I'm naked and I sigh. I'm not used to this body.

I slip into the hot soapy water and sigh in content. This feels so good and my muscles are appreciating it as well. I lean my head back and close my eyes to fully allow myself to relax.

Five minutes into the bath I feel someone else slipping into the tub with me and I already know its Esme. I dont look up lr even open my eyes waiting for her to start talking. I know she wants to.

"Bella please." She says.

"Please what?"

"Please talk to me its killing me with you not talking or saying a thing about all lf this."

I open my eyes and see that she's worried and sad. I look back up at the ceiling and then slide down further into the water. Ugh why does things have to be so difficult.

"Esme I just i dont know how to be a parent let alone how to treat a kid. I didnt have any of that growing up. I had a mom that tried to kill me the second after i was born and then I was found in a dumpster that same night by a homeless person. What if i cant be a parent for them. I dont even know how to be a kid."

I feel her scooting around to me and then i feel her arms wrap around me.

"We will get through this and you will be a great parent. Stop worrying so much. Now Alice and I are having a girls night of watching movies and such so go find something fun to do and relax." She says then she gets up and oyt of the tub.

"Nice butt."

She turns around and has a wide open mouth. I smirk at her and step out of the tub. She looks down my body and then she quickly grabs a towel and runs from the room leaving me standing there. I start laughing and then i quickly dress myself and decide id go for a ride through town.

"Im going to go take a ride through town. I dont know when ill be back so dont worry about me." I walk over to Esme and kiss her hard on the lips. "That was mean of you earlier. Think of me when I'm gone plunging into you." I say and step back with a smirk on my face.

She looks at me with darkening eyes and i quickly run from the house and jump into my car locking the doors as i see her coming after me. I open the garage door then quickly peel outta there before she tries to break my car.

"Isabella!!!" I start laughing and speed away.

Esme's P.O.V.

That was so wrong of her. Now I'm thinking about it and I'm supposed to be with Alice having fun but I can't have fun, well I can't have that kinda fun thinking of that thought. I stare after her car until I can no longer see it or hear it.

I walk into the house and see them smirking at me.

"Don't even say it. I had to deal with you guys when I had nobody and you guys were just as bad as her. Now let's have a fun night and get our minds off of things." I say and see them all about to laugh. "What's so funny?"

"Uh Esme you uh you got some mud on you." Rosalie says and then they all start laughing.

I look down and see that the front of my shirt is covered in mud. That little...ugh. She was in a hurry to get away before...ugh.

"We will start the night as soon as I change my shirt." I say and then run upstairs to our room.

I quickly change shirts and set that shirt down in the sink. I run back downstairs and see that Rosalie and Alice do not have a movie out but they have baby stuff littering the floor.

"So we may have fibbed a bit so Bella wouldn't worry. We are going to get their room set up for them tonight because your pregnancy is not going to be that long and better early than late." Alice says.

She picks up all the toys and then her and Rosalie start to go to the room Bella was originally in. The bed is already gone and replaced with two cribs. They basically have all of the necessities in here already and now all we have to do is decorate.

"Where's the guys at?" I ask. I haven't seen them since I went up and changed shirts.

"They went hunting. We have about an hour before Bella is back so let's get to decorating." Alice says and jumps a little.

Rosalie rolls her eyes but I know that she is just as excited as Alice. Rosalie has always wanted to have a baby but sadly it didn't happen and now she can't. She's going to grow attached to these babies and protect them with her life.

I take one last look around and then start helping to hurry us up so Bella doesn't know what we were doing in here.

Alrighty so I need to apologize for the not fast at all update. A lot has happened since my last update. I broke my phone and had to send it back which by the way took forever. I've had some family problems. I'm still busy with school and just saying prom is coming up and it's a bit stressful and I haven't even started shopping for a dress.

So please forgive me for the delayed updates. Now please enjoy and have a wonderful day and night.