Could It Be

Chapter 38

Rosalie's P.O.V.

Bella walks down the stairs after the incident this morning and you can tell that she's tense and kind of shut off. Esme is in the living room and she is just shut off from everything. She doesnt realise that her mate just came down the stairs and went to the kitchen.

"Hey Bella you wanna go take a walk with Alice and me after you eat breakfast?" I ask her.

"Yeah lets go now." She says and puts her shoes on with a bag of fruit in her mouth.

Alice runs over to us and the three of us all leave the house and start our walk into the woods. I can tell Bella is feeling alot of different things right now just like Esme.

"Bella tell us what's going on." Alice says.

We stop walking and sit on a log that has fallen down over the years.

"I just...I don't know. Esme is so different now and its because I changed. I always ruin things and I would be better off just living in my old apartment for a few days." Bella says and looks down at the ground.

I see Alice gasp and she looks sad. Bella is taking the blame for Esme's actions.

"My own mother didnt want me and now the person i love is treating me like a stranger basically because i changed and it wasn't even on my consent. I would have never changed if I could have stayed like i was. I didnt want this." Bella says.

She gets up and starts walking down the path leaving Alice and I sitting there.

"Esme needs to fix this." Alice says. "Bella is going to be staying with us tonight I saw it. Shes going to go to town and find something to do and she doesn't want a ride she wants to walk."

"We need to catch up to Bella. Call Esme and tell her." I say and start running to catch up to Bella.

Bella is on the ground crying and throwing whatever she can reach where ever she wants. She's having a breakdown and its so sad to watch.

"Bella." Esme is here.

I get up and give Esme a glare and then i leave with Alice.

Esme better make this right.

Esme's P.O.V.

Oh poor Bella shes beating herself up over something stupid. I run to where Alice said they were and I see Bella on the ground crying and having a breakdown.

"Bella."

Rosalie looks at me and glares before leaving with Alice to give us privacy.

I walk to Bella and wrap my arms around her and she wraps hers around me and cries into my neck.

"Why am I not good enough for you?" She cries into my neck.

I pull her away and make her look at me. "Bella you are perfect for me. Don't beat yourself up over something that isnt your fault. Its mine Bella and I realised that I'm ready." I say.

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She stops crying and looks at me before she kisses me. She pins my body to the ground and straddles my waist. She kisses down my neck and up my chin and to my lips again.

"Esme I have to...I cant wait any longer. I'm sorry..." She says to me and rips my shirt off of me.

"Its alright Bella I'm ready." I say and she groans before ripping my pants off leaving me in only my bra and panties. I reach up and rip her shirt and pants off leaving her in only her bra and boxers. I rip her bra off and place my hands over her boobs and start playing with them.

She moans and starts to grind against me. I moan and then rip her boxers off of her and she springs free. She rips my bra off and then my panties leaving me naked underneath her.

I lean up and whisper in her ear. "Im all yours Isabella."

She shudders and then kisses me before she pulls back and looks at me. "Ill quit if you want me to just stop me." She says.

She then quickly positions herself at my entrance and then swiftly enters me and groans out in pure ecstasy. I grip onto her hands as she stays still so that I can adjust to her. She's huge and it hurts for a few seconds but then it feels amazing. I moan and she takes that as her cue to start moving.

At first she's slow but she quickly grows tired of that pace and she starts to go faster and harder into me making me a moaning mess. I let go of one of her hands and start playing with her boobs and she moans. I look up at her and notice that she's staring at me and I stare back. She leans down and kisses me real fast before she pulls almost all of the way out of me and rams back into me making me scream out in pleasure and her to groan in pleasure. She does this a few times and I finally can't take it anymore and come undone under her. She doesnt stop and eventually she releases in me and collapses in my lap. She's breathing hard and there's a smile on her face.

"I love you." She says.

"I love you too." I say to her and kiss her on the lips.

She pulls herself out of me and smirks at me before flipping me over and roughly entering me again from behind. Gosh she's really good at this.

She doesnt take mercy on me this time and shes rough the whole time and fast but I love it. I soon reach my peak again and she continues to to until she's fully satisfied. When she comes undone she pulls all of the way out and flops down on the ground and breathes heavily.

"You feel amazing." She pants out.

"So do you." I say besides her.

"Im not done yet. Get on me and ride me." She says.

Dang she has stamina. I crawl over to her and does as she says and get on her and slowly sit down. She moans in pleasure and grips my hips to steady me. She lifts my hips up and quickly slams me down on her making me see stars in pleasure and her eyes to roll back in her head in pleasure.

She picks me up again and somehow I go down harder and it feels amazing. Why was i so hesitant with her i should have jumped her the instant I knew she had this thing.

She keeps this up until she comes undone and zto make it last longer for her I keep going and she moans and groans out as i continue to ride her. I finally hit my point again and fall down on her as afterwaves hit me. She's still in me and i can tell shes getting excited again.

"Bella no more i can't not right now." I pant out and she quickly takes herself out of me and then she stands up.

"I'm sorry i was mean." She says.

"Its alright I loved it." I say.

She turns to me and picks me up. She kisses me real fast on the lips and she starts walking towards some clothes that we keep hidden in the woods. She puts on the boxers and a shirt and tosses me a big shirt to put on. She grabs my hand and we start to walk towards the house. I can tell im walking weird but I dont care I'm proud.