Could It Be

Chapter 48

Bella's P.O.V.

Honestly my head is killing me and I'm exhausted but I see them all start to calm down and relax so I don't say anything to them. I meet the other sister and she's nice and also the leader of their coven. They came from Alaska to visit us for a week before going back and doing what they normally do.

Esme is in my lap and she's still tense. I tried to help her relax but she just shrugged me off and stayed tense. I look around at everyone and see that tthey are all laughing and smiling at each other and catching up on old memories. They are acting like a real family and caring as one. I gently tap on Esme and she gets the hint before standing up and looking down at me.

"I need to use the restroom real fast but keep on having fun I'll be back." I say and stand up.

I kiss her softly before making my way to the nearest bathroom. Once I'm in there i go to shut the door but Esme steps in with me. I turn away from her and then go to the mirror.

I look in the mirror and i see the damage for the first time. I have stitches in my forehead that the skin around them look angry and bad. My eye...oh my eye is hideous. Its nasty and it really is scary looking. Its just red no color except that. I grasp the counter to the sink and then look down and close my eyes.

"Bella please don't beat yourself up over it." Esme says softly behind me.

"Esme you havent even relaxed into me once since I woke up. Do you know how that makes me feel seeing you be happy with your family and when I try to relax you you dont want me and shrug me off? It makes me feel like shit Esme like a piece of shit that's on your shoe. I dont like it. I'm holding back everything that I'm feeling right nkw for you guys because i dont want you all worrying about me. I'm making jokes about my eye and it freaking devastates me to know that I will never be able to see oit of it again but dang it im doing it for you all. In sitting there listening to you guys go on and on about things that I could care less about right now because of how much stuff is going through me right now. I'm staying in there for you Esme. I know if i went to lay down you all would be a nervous wreck of what could possibly happen so I'm staying in there letting you all look at me and make sure I'm okay. Esme I'm doing all of this because I love you." I say and then look away from her. "Can you just...just go in there and have fun with your family. Go enjoy your night please. Do that for me."

She looks down and then she leaves the bathroom. I sit down on the toilet and breathe in deeply and then exhale. I'm going to be okay. I look over at the shower and decide i need one badly. I strip off my clothes carefully with my shirt and then turn the hot water on. I quickly hop in and shut the curtain just in time for Esme to barge back into the bathroom.

"Bella what do you think you are doing?" She asks me.

"Well right now im taking a shower. Why do you ask?" I reply

"You know very well that you are not supposed to shower without me in there with you." She says.

"Well hop in then there's room." I say and smile.

The curtain is opened and Esme steps in naked already and stands in front of me.

"Bella I'm sorry for everything. I was just worried. I did something bad when they had me under their control." She says and looks down.

"What did you do?" I ask.

"Apparently I got...i got turned on watching them strip in front of me." She says.

That pisses me off. I growl out and I couldnt help what I did next. I leaned over and bit into the place above her shoulder but bellow the neck...you know the one spot that drives her crazy if i kiss her there. I had sharp teeth and they were in her skin and she was moaning? What!?! I retracted my teeth and then looked at her darkened eyes.

"Esme I'm sorry I don't k..."

Her lips are on mine and shes pulling me close to her. I wrap my arms around her and pull her impossibly closer to me. I trail my lips to her neck where i bit her and she moans out when my lips brush against the area. I smirk and I notice that I'm extremely hard. I walk her over to the wall and then lift her legs so that they are wrapped around me. I slowly enter her and she moans into my mouth.

"Gosh you're so hot." Esme says into my ear as she rolls her hips on me.

"Esme you are mine and you will only get turned on looking at me nobody else." I say and roughly start thrusting into her.

"Yes Isabella I'm only yours. Nobody else's." She days knowing what that does to me.

Time skip...

Alrighty so the shower turned out to be a very long one...also um Esme bit me as well kind of where i bit her. And it made the shower that much longer because honestly it was a turn on...alrighty too much information.

"Lets go sit with the family." Esme says after dressing me.

I nod my head and then grab her hand and gently kiss her before walking out of the bathroom. She walks besides me and we both have smiles on our faces.

They all give us a knowing smirk before continuing on with whatever story they were before we came in. I'm sitting there laughing with them and adding in little parts to make it funnier and such when suddenly they all stop and stare at me.

"What's the matter guys?" I ask.

Esme gets up and then faces me full on.

"Your stitches are falling out and the cut is already fixed. And your eye Bella your eye is not bloody anymore its normal again. Bella can you see anything?" Carlisle asks.

I start to blink a few times and then I can see out of it again. I'm no longer blind anymore.

"Guys im not blind I can see again." I shout out in happiness.

Esme runs to me and kisses me hard on the mouth and I quickly do it back to her. I pick hwr up and spin her around in the air and then set her down to go pile up on the rest of them on the couch.

"Guys i can freaking see again!" I yell at them.

They all laugh and smile at me. I'm so freaking happy things are going to start working out for us.