Could It Be

Chapter 50

Alice's P.O.V.

Bella just stormed out of the room and slammed the door behind her making us all jump. I look over to Esme and see her with tears in her eyes that will never fall. She looks troubled and i know that it cant be good fkr the twins that she is now carrying.

"Edward what did you see?" Rosalie asks.

"It was Bella's past. Renee strangled her when she was just a newborn and thats what snapped her vocal cords. She called her a bitch. Bella was then in a dumpster in the same blanket and this homeless person found her and took her to the orphanage. I guess when Bella's eye was fixed it made it to where she can see the past in herself and possibly others." Edward says.

I hear Esme gasp at all the new information about Bella's past. Bella obviously isn't fine and by her leaving like that didnt help anything.

"Alright well lets give her some space. Esme lets go set up you twos room for those twins and lets relax. We can have a girls night and watch movies and such." I say and grab her hand.

I look to the others and then the door. Im trying to tell them to check on her and they get what im trying to say because they all leave and search for the upset Bella.

"Alice why does she have to keep things to herself like that. I knew something was wrong so why didnt she tell us so we could help her?" Esme asks as we walk to their room.

"I don't know Esme. Lets not worry about it now lets go have some fun." I say and then open their room door.

Oh Bella this isnt how things were supposed to go.

Bella's P.O.V.

I rush out of the house and into the woods. Why cant they just leave me alone for a bit and let me have my own privacy. I just wanted to keep that to myself because now I'm sure that everyone knows what was happening to me and now they know about my past that i just now learned of.

I guess I shouldnt have snapped like that at them though. It wasnt exactly fair to Edward that i did that. Dang It that was rude of me and now they probably are worrying more about me. Oh no Esme she cant be worrying about me right now, not now that we have twins on the way. I cant go back in right now though. I need to cool off and gather my own thoughts before i do anything. I don't need to make the situation worse.

I hear something getting closer to me and then i see them. Edward and Rosalie are standing by each other walking towards me. I stand up and run in the opposite direction from them. A few more minutes of alone time is all i want.

"Bella please stop running from us." Rosalie says and i see her stop in front of me.

I turn around and see Edward standing behind me. I turn to my left and see Jasper standing there blocking that way. I turn right and there Emmett stopping me. Why cant they leave me alone for a bit. Why block me in and stop me from running.

"Let me out." I say.

"No Bella you need to stop and tell us what's the matter." Edward says.

"I'm fine." I say and try to get through them.

"Bella you are not fine. Whats the matter?" Jasper says.

"Bella dont you dare say you are fine. I can tell that you arent so freaking tell me." Rosalie says.

"Fine you guys want to know so freaking badly I'll tell you. I'm worried. I cant be a parent when I never had a parent myself. I just saw today how bad Renee was to me. What if I'm that bad myself? I'm not ready I should have covered up but no I freaking didnt and now heres my consequences. Esme is having freaking twins and I know nothing. I saw my past and I'm upset. I'm simply needing some time to myself." I say to them and look to the ground.

"Bella look at me." Rosalie says.

I look up a bit but drop my head back down.

"Bella I said look at me so you better fucking do it." Rosalie says again.

I look up at her and she is holding my gaze with an angry one of her own.

"You will not be alone in this. Esme is going to be there for you and so is everyone else. We are going to get through all of this. You will not be a bad mother. We believe in you Bella." She says and then lightly punches my arm.

I look back down and then they let me out. I start heading to the house so that I can lay down and rest for a bit. I'm tired and I need a place to think peacefully.

Esme's P.O.V.

Alice and I are done decorating the room when I hear the door across from mine closing. I smell Bella but she didnt come in here with us in our room she went to her old room. I look to Alice and she just shakes her head no before leaving the room. I look at her door before going to the closet and grabbing some clothes for her. I head over to her door and knock quietly before walking in.

Bella is laying in the bed with the covers all of the way up to her shoulders with her back facing me. I walk in and set her clothes on the end if the bed before standing there to see if she was going to say anything. She doesnt say anything but she grabs my hand and squeezes it tightly before letting it go and recovering herself.

I slowly walk out of the room and quietly shut the door behind me. I walk to our room and sit down on the bed then look up at the ceiling.

Please let things be okay.