Full Of Love

Nightmares Might Actually Help This

*ok sorry I know this nightmare peterick story is like sooooo overdone, but idc, it's cute*

I don't need a summary, Y'all know the basics of a nightmare fic 

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I had been standing outside of Patrick's door for at least 15 minutes now. It was around 3 in the morning and I had a nightmare just a little while ago.

 I finally got the courage and knocked, softly. No response. I opened the door, cringing at the sounds I made. All I wanted was to cuddle with Pat, but if he was sleeping I didn't want to bother him. But of course he was sleeping, it was 3 in the morning. I just really needed someone right now, and I guess to get that I would have to bother him. 

I shook his shoulder lightly and he jumped. Oh god, he's going to kill me. Why did I wake him up?? 

"Pete? Is that you?" He muttered, barely above a whisper. His voice was heavy with sleep and my heart dropped knowing I had bothered him. 

"Um, yeah. It's me." I replied, my voice cracking halfway through. I was almost in tears again.

"What's wrong Pete?" He asked, clearly hearing my voice crack.

"It's nothing, Pat..." I said, hoping I could just lay with him and not have to get into it. Thankfully he respected my decision, but I knew he would interrogate me about it later.

He scooched over and patted the place next to him, motioning for me to lay down. I snuggled into him as soon as I laid down, burying my head in his neck. 

After a little while, I couldn't help it anymore. I began crying, sobbing, uncontrollably into his shoulder. 

My nightmare had been the same as it always is, Patrick leaving me and telling me how awful I am and how he never wants to see me again. But being in Patrick's arms just made it more real for some reason. I was terrified it could be true. I clung to him, sobbing my heart out. Every worry I ever thought came out. It took forever for me to finally stop. And when I did, Patrick was still there, hugging me tightly and whispering soothing words into my hair. I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend. 

"What happened baby?" He whispered, running his hands through my hair. 

"Nightmares again." I spoke, my head still buried in his neck.

"Wel, yeah, I figured that much. But they're never this bad Pete, what happened?" He replied, kissing my forehead. I knew he was worried, but I didn't want to tell him, he'd think I was nuts. We had been friends for basically ever,  living together for 4 years, and dating for two months. I would never lose him. 

"It was the same as always, but being here with you just made it more real. It scares me so much, Patrick." I admitted, tears flowing again. 

"Oh sweetheart, what do you dream about that scares you this much?" He's is so worried, I can feel it, he's even shaking slightly. 

"Well, you-you break up with me, telling me how awful I am. How I don't deserve you, a-and how I'm too ugly to even be alive. How you never l-loved me. You keep on and on until you finally g-go, leaving me a crying sobbing mess in our living room. That's when I a-always wake up." I told him, beginning to cry harder. I hated living through it once, retelling it isn't helping. 

"Baby, I would never ever in a trillion years even think of leaving you. You mean the absolute world to me, why would I? I love you, I love the way you talk, how you stand, how you always come up with the stupidest reasons to kiss me, you're perfect! I want to stay with you. I want to kiss you and hug you and everything else. I love every single minute of every single day I spend with you. Don't think I don't." He rambled, hugging me tighter. I was sobbing again, but now with happy tears. I loved him so much, I don't know how I got so lucky.

"I-I love you t-too!" I choked, kissing him the best I could without breaking my neck.

"Now, can you try and calm down? I hate seeing you cry."

"I'll try, but just so you know, they're happy tears now." I explained, snuggling into him more.

"I know, but even then, just seeing tears glistening on your face breaks my heart. Once you calm down, let's go to sleep and then in the morning  I'm going to make you a gigantic breakfast to show you how much I love you." He kissed my forehead once more, whispering the words.

"Thanks, Patty, I love you. Forever and always." 

"Forever and always."

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Whoo three oneshots in one day! I am really going crazy ha. I hope you guys enjoyed this, I really think it turned out ok. Really fluffy at least! 

I'm going to stop posting for tonight, as there are 41 minutes until tomorrow, and I have to get up earlyish. Bye!