Sixteen || Kim Samuel ✔️

Chapter 11.5

(A/N: This is just a chapter about Jennie and Joshua fighting about what happened at the party.. If you don't wanna read this that's okay but it helps understand somethings about what happended.)

Author's POV:

Jennie cried and cried in front of her boyfriend.

He reached his hand out to her. "Baby I'm--"

"Don't call me that!" Jennie screamed.

"Just tell me. Just say it." Joshua mumbled.

"Say what?!"

"Just break up with me. You clearly want to."

"No I don't Joshua! That's why I'm staying in front of you! You're so fucking unloyal!"

"Jennie I'm sorry!" He sobbed.

"And it's not the fact that you think she's prettier, because she is. No, it's the fact that you kissed your best friend's girlfriend! You kissed my friend!"

"I know, I know and it was stupid babe.." He looked to the ground. "And.. I do think you are the most beautiful person in the world."

"It was stupid and I don't even know why I'm considering giving you another chance! I don't think that I love Joshua anymore. Because Joshua has changed."

"C'mon baby don't say that." He said with tears falling down his face. Joshua reached towards her hands but she pushed them away.

"Why? It's true!"

"I-- I--"

"Do you hurt not want to face the truth?! Why have you changed?! The Joshua that I fell in love with was loyal and he never ever gave up on the ones he loved or himself!" She screamed. She calmed down a little in realization that she was still in Samuel's house.

Joshua lightly whimpered. "I-- I'm just--"

"You're what?!" Jennie yelled.

"I'm scared!" He roared back. "I'm scared that I'm not good enough for you or anyone else!"

Joshua sat down on the nearest couch and Jennie sat next to him, face buried in her thin hands. "I'm scared too." She mumbled. She raised her head to speak. "I'm scared that our relationship will never be the Same, if I even give you a chance." She closed her eyes tight. "And don't expect a chance. You fucked up."

"I know. I'm not expecting you to ever forgive or love me."

"I'll still love you. Just not the same." She paused for a little. "Do you love Catie?" Joshua flattened his lips into a tight line. "Answer me." She demanded.

He sighed. "Not as much as I love you."

"Then why did you kiss her? She feels like shit just like I do, so that shows that you don't love both of us."

"I don't know." He mumbled.

Jennie sighed and groaned. "You are going back out there, apologizing to you're friend, apologizing to Catie and the rest of the club, and you are fucking leaving. And don't call me, I'll only call you when I feel like it." She sighed again. "And if you cost Samuel and Catie their relationship, don't bother every coming back to me, Samuel, Catie because I'll kick your ass."

He slightly grinned. "I doubt I did. They're strong."

"It doesn't mean that you didn't cause some heat between the two. Joshua.. You're evil. Just do what I said." She raised up and motioned for him to follow her demands.

He walked cluelessly down the hall and to Samuel's room. He slightly opened the door and saw Samuel on top of Catie, giving her love kisses on her shoulder and then her lips. He cleared his throat and opened the door. They looked at him in alarm and both turned red. "Uh.." He started, rubbing his neck. "I want to apologize for what I did. It was a dick move and I shouldnt have disrespected you guys or Jennie. Don't worry I got a huge amount of slaps across the face. Anyway.. I hope we all can stay friends in the future and I hope you will forgive me.. I mean I don't expect you to forgive me but I would appreciate it."

He let out a grin as his friend nodded at him and he left to let them finish whatever they were doing.

I need my family back. At least this family won't forget me.. He thought.