Damon's Desire. Santana's Desire. Fanfic Book Series 1.

Chapter 6. The boys are back in town. (Damon's)

Damon's desire

Chapter 6. 

The boys are back in town

I tried not being upset.  It was only me in her dream however something about it felt so weird.  She ignored me and was in love with another me.  I sounded ridiculous just thinking about it. 

I let it go and chose to be relieved Jaysi was not dreaming about her ex.

Jaysi stretched and moaned. She opened her big brown Asian looking eyes and smiled at me.

"You sleep well again?" I asked almost sounding snotty.

"I seem to be." She kissed my chest.

I was still upset and ignored the shiver her kiss gave me.

"What do you want to do today? You want some time to yourself?" She asked.

"Would you like that, being away from me, I away from you?"

She sat up looking confused.  

"What's wrong? You're a grumpy morning person or something?"

"Doesn't matter. I do have to take care of some things today. I have to see my brother and a friend. So maybe you should get dressed and I'll take you home." I told her getting off the bed, walking to the bathroom.

I wet my face and dried with a washcloth, brushed my teeth and laid out an extra toothbrush for Jaysi.  

I walked back out and she was getting dressed.

I felt heat coming from her. I must have made her mad. I watched her put her jeans and shirt on.

Jaysi turned and walked right by me.

She brushed her teeth and came back out.

"Can you take me now?" She asked.

I nodded my head yes.  

We got in my car and didn't say a word. I waited for her to say something and I guess she was waiting for me to speak.

I should have known a Spanish girl was not going to explain herself to anyone. Especially when they didn't do anything wrong.

I got to her house and parked on the side of the building. She looked over at me waiting for me to say something. I did not say anything. Jaysi sighed and opened the car door. She got out and closed the door lightly.

"So I guess you will call me?" She asked doubting I would.

"I'll be in touch." I replied.

She looked at me and waited for me to look back.

"I'll see you later." I said slowly pulling off.

I saw her from my rear view mirror. J watched me drive off as she turned to her apartment steps.

I came off as a jerk. I don't need to be told.

I was not human and did not want to feel human anymore. I have not felt that hurt since I found out Katherine was sleeping with Stefan and I, then she chose Stefan. Even decades later she chose Stefan. Then Elena chose Stefan. Even women I compelled wanted Stefan.  

I know J's dream was her and I but I should have felt that it was me in the room. It wasn't me at all. She could have just seen my face but the body was someone else inside.

It would be weird if this were a different situation. I am a vampire, there are werewolves, hybrids and witches in high school, I'm able to control dreams, people even animals. So the thought that her dream was out of my control and I attacked a man that looked like me, it is possible that he is not me. Just a man with my face.