Damon's Desire. Santana's Desire. Fanfic Book Series 1.

Santana's Desire Chapter 11 Fading like a flower

Santana's Desire  

Chapter 11 

Fading like a flower

I still could not believe, the next morning what we had done. It gave my stomach butterflies every time I thought of it, words he said, looks he gave me and the way his lips tasted.  Then there was the moment at Tyler's. I didn't want to look into it much. Mason said it was fine. I had to talk to him today. Figure out if we are together or just friends. I don't want to assume too much but I think I'm ready. I got my jogging clothes and took out an almost frozen bottle of water. I left an hour earlier so I could jog alone before Mason arrived.

I did some stretches and began jogging. Mason would be here soon so I had to get my act together. No worries of pushing him too much. I can't run him off as I did Damon. I needed to make it work. I ran around three times before Mason showed his sweet face. I cut through the grass and met him. I wasn't sure how to greet him. Hug, kiss or hand shake?

"Hi." I said with a big smile on my face.

He smiled back and gave me a hug kissing the top of my head. So were on hugging and tap head kiss term. Not so bad.

"How long you been here?" He noticed I was winded.

"I been here long enough to do three runs. I had some time to think." I walked him to the walkway.

"What about?" Mason asked.

"I guess whatever you want to talk about." I laughed nervously.

"I assume you want to know where we stand." He smirked.

"I guess or other stuff." I bit my bottom lip.

"I don't know. Did you change your mind about me?" Mason asked.

"I have been having different feelings for you." I mentioned.

"Since?" He didn't believe me.

"Since, I met you. When you took me to see the Jersey Boys when we almost kissed that first time. Not to mention the hallway scene. It took a lot to not like two people at the same time. I didn't want you to be some rebound." I explained.

"I know you didn't." He put his arm around me.

"I told myself I would be cool about this but I am not that able to yet."  I took a deep breathe before my next words.  " I got the feeling you don't want to be with me, now that I'm willing to be with you. Please tell me if I'm right." I told him.

"We are not jogging. We're slow walking." He joked.

I knew he had changed his mind. I put my earpiece in and played a song. Mason stopped and stared at me. I went ahead and jogged.

"Jaysi!" He hollered over my music.

He caught up and grabbed my arm.  

"Can you hear me out?"

I pulled the earpiece out of one ear. I walked backwards watching him.

"You're mad? That's good." He said sarcastically. "I don't want you mad. I want to be with you. I want that so bad. Day one when I met you I knew you were worth any trouble. I looked passed all your cuts and bruises. I thought I could wait for you to feel for me not Damon."

"Now that I do you're done waiting?" I interrupted.

"I want to explain. Let me explain. Please Jaysi." He pleaded.

"I guess. Explain why you are doing what this jerk did!" I snapped.

Mason took both my arms and kissed me firmly on the lips grabbing both sides of my head.