Damon's Desire. Santana's Desire. Fanfic Book Series 1.

Savin me Chapter 10 Damon's Desire

Damon's Desire

Chapter 10 

Savin me

(At Stefan's and Elena's house in Mystic Falls.)

I had no want to be in this town or house. Stefan and Elena treated me like a child force feeding me blood from bottles, checking on me every couple of hours. I would eventually drink. Right now, I was waiting it out. I haven't heard anything about the missing people I fed on. Stefan knew what I had done. I don't know if he told Elena about it.  Rick must know also. I sat in the same dirty cell from before. Some things never change. I kept my head dropped between my legs.  I came to a point where I couldn't resist the blood laying on the ground. I slowly scooted over, held it for a few minutes before opening and drinking.  I didn't notice Stefan at the door until I was done.

"You ready to come out?" Stefan asked.

"I'm not too sure it's a good idea." I mentioned.

"Why do you keep feeding and killing? You can fight it."

"I lost it. Mason thinks I don't know what hes doing. He leaves his scent around her house. She doesn't even care-." I stopped talking and threw the bottle at the wall.

"I thought you were going to wait? If you stayed away like I said, you wouldn't of had this happen. How many did you kill?" Stefan asked.

I scoffed and banged my head back into the wall.  

"I have no idea. Two or three, maybe four. I tried to stay away from everyone. It's hard when you're blood's pumping cold and warm blood is around asking to be eaten." I explained.

"They're not asking to be eaten even if it seems that way. What are we going to do when it's out that you killed again?" Stefan asked.

"I'll think of something. I was home, kept myself weak so I wouldn't leave. I'm sure I can think of something." I smirked.

"What are you going to do once I let you out?" Stefan asked.

"Go home. Stay low." I said.

"I can't lie for you. What do I say? Someone is going to show at my door and question me."

"Say you don't know anything. Let me handle it." I told him.

I showered at Stefan's and took a drive to Jaysi'. I had no idea what would happen to me once everything was out in the open. I might as well see her and see what happens.  I parked then walked up the stairs to her apartment.  It was Friday night. I hoped she was home. So far, I felt her there. I was instantly hit with Locks scent. Not like the other two times I caught his scent. This time I smelled that he was here and close to change. I knew what I smelled. I did an instant change. I banged on Jaysi' door.  I would swear tears were pouring down my face. The smell of them being in each others arms was too much for me to take. It was her scent that I once was wrapped in. It was now Lock all over her. I rested my hands on the door feeling she was inside. I wasn't sure why she wouldn't answer the door. I listened in. She was quiet but near the door, her heart racing. She was scared just by my knocking. I wanted to speak to J and let her know its me at the door.  Some how I knew she already made plans to have Lock come over and save the day. I was huffing heavily. She had given herself to him, my enemy. I wanted to kill the both of them starting with Mason.  

I couldn't stop seeing them together. His paws allover her body, touching her breast, kissing her lips.  I banged on the door waiting to see if she would open this last time. She never opened for me. I hissed towards my right shoulder, Lock was near. I sped off on the fire escape. Mason Lockwood was at her door. She willingly let him in and served him a glass of water. He had to know I was here watching them together. He had no shirt on and still was welcomed in. It didn't seem to bother her at all. She was more comfortable with him than she ever was with me.  I was hurt from what I saw, his arms around her. He was intentionally trying to make me angrier. He wanted me angry and that was what I planned to give him.