Kissing Fading Scars (FanFiction)

Chapter 16:Oh, What A Waste Of A Perfectly Good, Clean Wrist

Warning:This chapter has thoughts and actions of suicide and self-harm. Please do not read if you are easily triggered by these types of things. You have been warned.

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Kissing Fading Scars (Chandler Riggs FanFiction

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Chapter 16:Oh, What A Waste Of A Perfectly Good, Clean Wrist

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*Andromeda's P.O.V.*

I woke up and immediately shielded my eyes from the San Diego sun peeking through my window. I put on my glasses and saw two pills and a glass of water on my nightstand. I grabbed the pills, put them in my mouth, took a gulp of water, and swallowed them. I felt them settle at the bottom of my stomach and shivered at the feeling. I got up and saw I was still in my grey skinny jeans and Marilyn Monroe sweatshirt. I changed into some patterned black and white leggings before going downstairs. There was a note on the fridge so I read it,

Dear Andie,

    I went to the store to buy us some stuff to eat. Lauren, Emily, Norman, Steven, Chandler, Ana, and Keegan have gone to a hotel. Jaime and Vic went back home after finding Mike. Be back soon, Baby Turtle, love you <3

                        Sincerely,

                              Tony

I opened the refrigerator door to see of we had any Monster left. I saw bottles of water, milk, orange juice, and Jack Daniels, but no Monster. I sighed and flipped my bangs to the side when something caught my eye on the counter. It was my full bottle of pills I had to take for my heart. My pills and the bottles of Jack Daniels. It will be easy. Easier than everything else. No, Andie. Don't think like that, Andie. I closed the refrigerator door and went back upstairs. I looked on my phone and saw I had notifications from Twitter. It was a picture of me that Tony took in the hospital asleep. My sweet baby girl sleeping @piercetheandieperry

I looked at the comments and my self-esteem dropped. There were comments like Why is she in the hospital? Did she swallow too many pills? or I hope the little emo faggot dies on the spot. Then there were comments that said Hope she gets better, Turtle and Stay strong. I chose to forget it and went on my Instagram. I saw that I had gained twelve more followers and I had one-thousand likes for my first ever post. It was a selfie of me and Tony wearing our matching Key Street snapbacks and black Ray-Ban sunglasses. I had a lot of comments, too.

Most of it was hate and some of it was people protecting me and just saying that I was pretty. The hate comments were pretty bad. Whore. Slut. Bitch. Fat. Ugly. Attention seeker. Emo. Fag. Emo faggot. Wrist cutter. Pill swallower. Gay. Worthless. Useless. Tears welled up in my eyes and I couldn't take it anymore. I threw my phone on the bed and ran downstairs. I grabbed my pills and stuffed it my sweatshirt pocket before throwing open the refrigerator door. I took a full bottle of Jack Daniels and ran up to Tony's room. I ran into his bathroom and set the Jack Daniels on the counter before rummaging through his drawers.

I found a small box that was labeled Stainless Steal. I opened it and saw that they were razor blades for shaving razors. I took one out, grabbed the bottle of Jack, and ran up to my room. I ran into my bathroom and took out my pills for my heart. I tried to open it, but the cap flew off and pills went everywhere. I collected as much as would go on the lid and opened the Jack Daniels. I set it on the counter along with the lid of my medicine bottle and undressed all the way to my undergarments. I collected a few pills in my hand and grabbed the neck of the Jack Daniels bottle. I took each pill one at a time and knocked back my head six times for six pills.

I ripped open the small package that protected the razor blade and stared at the sharp metal. I pressed it the left side of my wrist and slowly dragged it across. I gritted my teeth before cutting all the way to my elbows with both arms. I cut from my thighs to my knees and from under my breasts to my waist line. Blood stained the white tile floor while the pills made me a tad light headed. I grabbed a handfull of pills and put them all in my mouth before knocking my head back only for the alcohol to wash down the pills.

I dropped to the floor from the blood that made the floor slick, then, the tears became endless. Why did this have to happen to me? Black dots came into view and I began to slowly get developed by darkness. I whispered one more thing before I was gone. "Finally."

*Tony's P.O.V.*

I pulled into our driveway and grabbed all of the groceries. I walked up the stairs, opened the gate, and went into the house. Ziva and Bentley were sleeping soundly with each other on the couch. I set the groceries on the counter and shouted up the stairs, "Andie! Can you come help me with the groceries?!" I waited for a response. Nothing. "Andie!" I sighed and opened refrigerator, but froze. Her pill bottle was gone along with a full bottle of Jack Daniels. No. I ran up the stairs shouting her name. I sped into her room and made a b-line into the bathroom only to slip on pills. I fell with a grunt, but screamed at the sight in front of me.

Andie was slumped up against the counter unconscious, a blood stained razor in her eternal grip. Blood was covering every part of her body except for her face, shoulders, and breasts. The Jack Daniels bottle was on its side on the counter, the amber liquid on the floor. "No no no, Andie." I took out my phone and called 911. "911 what is your emergency?" A lady asked, "M-my daughter. She's just laying on the floor. She swallowed pills and has cuts all over her body." I answered. "Okay, sir, go over and check for a pulse in her neck. Don't stop until you find one or place your head on her chest to find one. I'm sending ambulances right now. What is the address?" I told her the address while searching for a pulse in Andie's neck.

"Okay, I found one, now what?" I asked inpatiently, "Okay, you said she swallowed pills? Open her mouth and put your fingers down her throat to make her gag reflex trigger. She will vomit up the pills and might even regain consciousness." I held my phone with my shoulder and ear before positioning Andie's head. I slid my index and middle finger into her mouth and as far as they could go down her throat. As the lady said, Andie threw up the pills, but to my disappointment, slumped back up against the counter. "She threw them up, but she didn't wake up." I told the lady, the panic in my voice flooding into the phone. "She now has a better chance to live, but I don't know about the cuts. She may still die from blood loss."

I heard the sirens from the ambulances and my house door burst open. "I'm in here!" I shouted as loud as I could and heard footsteps coming up the stairs. Soon three paramedics burst in, two with a gurney. They wasted no time getting Andie onto the gurney and running downstairs. A paramedic grabbed my arm and took me with them. They put Andie in the back of the ambulance and shoved me in there as well. A paramedic was putting gauze on Andie when he asked me, "What happened?" I looked at my shoes, "I came home and found her like this." The paramedic scoffed, "You left you daughter home when you knew she was going to do this? I'm a better parent than you." Anger boiled in my blood, but I remained seated so he could help Andie.

We made it to the hospital in no time and they rolled Andie into the E.R. I looked at my hands and saw they were covered in blood. Andie's blood. I sighed and felt the tears come. I walked into the hospital and plopped down in a seat, my head in my hands. My tears dripped onto the floor before a nurse touched my back. "The doctor needs to talk to you, Mr. Perry." I sniffled, got up, and walked over to the doctor. "Mr. Perry, your daughter is amazing alive." I almost jumped for joy. "But, unfortunately, we are afraid that Andromeda will try to attempt this act again. So we decided on something that does not involve your decision."

"To put Andromeda in a therapy unit."

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