"Hey, Y/N, look at this," Mark says while handing me Gyeommie's phone. The big guy is buying our food and probably didn't notice that Mark snatched his phone.
My eyes widen when I see the picture on his phone. A screenshot! Of our conversation last night! The one with K3U! Damn it!
"You're blushing," Mark says with his annoying high-pitched laugh.
I return the phone to him and don't answer. How embarrassing! What will they think of me now? That I told Yugyeom I love him but he didn't get it? Why did he even screenshot it?
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Now I know what romantic novels' protagonists mean when they say the world stop before them. This is what it's like. You get so happy that your mind suddenly stops working and you won't even notice that you've stopped breathing. My mind can't process what I just read. All I can hear is the sound of heartbeat, so loud I thought it would burst.
I told myself last night that he never said he loves me so now what? Now that he says he does, what am I supposed to say?
No, we're not dating. I think. Well, we don't have an official talk about it and I may have mentioned once that I'm not really fond of dating. I grew up thinking that dating is a waste of time, that I can learn about somebody through befriending them for a long time and maybe somewhere there, if we find the connection, I can try going into a relationship. At least, in the end, there's a friendship I can go back to, just like what happened to him and Yerin. I just think that when I actually date him, not like the date in a relationship but date just to get to know him, he will hold it against me. That we'll be wasting time, energy, and money when in the end, it won't work. At least if we're just friends, we can just be together with no any strings attached.
God, I'm fucked up.
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If there's an award for the worst answerer, I'm probably the undefeated champion.
When I was younger, I dream of happily ever after. That someone will come to guide my innocent heart. That I will look up to him and see someone who will guide me through the relationship.
But change of plans. Today, I admit to myself that I love someone who laughs like a seal and mirrors my shy smile when we accidentally look at each other.
I love Gyeommie just because I do. No reasons, no excuses, no standards to follow. In a world full of words, he is poetry. A riddle I want to solve.
