I had the chance to tell Dessa everything that happened. She explained it to our friends and they visited him right away. They promised to go to our wedding. I asked Dessa, Ella, and Aileen to be my bridesmaids, with Yugyeom's sister as my maid-of-honour. Oh, I also asked Yerin since she's also Yugyeom's close friend. I've talked to her once when she visited Yugyeom. She's actually a really nice girl.
"Ms. Y/N?"
"Good afternoon," I greet Yugyeom's doctor. He already knows me because I'm always here. He just got out of Yugyeom's room.
"Good afternoon. Mr. Kim doesn't want to go to sleep. Good thing you're here."
"Is that so? I'll get him to rest."
"Yes please. I think you also need some rest. I heard from Yugyeom that you took your grades. Were you coming from your school?"
"Yes. I'll try to sleep once he does."
"Okay. Oh, and tell Mrs. Kim to come talk to me at once."
At once? "Why? Is there something wrong?"
"I just want to update her about the chemo."
I nod before we go our ways.
My eyes widen when I see Yugyeom holding a scissor. Call me overacting but I remember the book I read. The guy wanted to kill himself because there's no chance that he can go back to his life.
"Why are you holding that?" I ask calmly but I quickly take the scissor away from him. I pretend that I'm curious of its brand.
"I saw my head in the mirror. It looks like a minefield. You're just on time. Will you cut my hair?"
"I'm not really good with using my hands."
"So you would rather I look weird?"
"It's not weird. It's normal."
"Maybe. You're the weird one."
"Why am I suddenly the weird one?"
"Because you don't even know how to cut a bunch of hair."
"Shut up. You can't provoke me."
"I know. You're always right anyway. It'll be hard for you to be left."
I instantly froze. How dare he say something like that nonchalantly? I know it was supposed to be a pun but he should've thought of how that will sound. He's saying it's hard for me to be alone. Why does he even think I'm going to be alone?
"Boo?" he holds my hand to get my attention.
"Oh, right... Sorry I just got distracted. I think it's time for your meds," I answer while putting the scissor down.
"I don't want that anymore. It's bitter," he complains like a kid.
"Really? Then do you not want me here anymore? I'm bitter."
"Hm... I don't know. I haven't tasted you yet anyway."
"Kim Yugyeom!" I warn and he laughs. I shake my head. "I'll call the nurse. Stay here, okay?"
"Yes ma'am," he grins.
Just as I close the door, my phone rings.
My boo calling...
"Where are you?" he asks from the other line.
"I literally just got out of your room, Yugyeom," I try to hide my smile.
"Come back. I have a lot of food."
"I know. I bought them. But I need to call the nurse first. I'll be back in a minute. Promise."
"Okay... Sixty, fifty-nine."
"Gyeommie!"
"Okay, okay. Thank you, Gummy. Take care."
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I LOVED YOU FIRST- an AU ft. GOT7 Yugyeom (xreader)
Fanfiction"First love is the sweetest but it's the first cut that's the deepest." Yugyeom and Y/N learns this in a hard way.